Deceit/self harm
Your POV...
I've been doing it for a while now, but once the first one's disappear I redo them. I only do it cause Deceit talks bad stuff about me, I told Patton I have feelings for him but he has to keep them a secret. Patton invite's me over every weekend for a sleepover, but this weekend as my parents are out of town I invited everyone for a sleepover even Deceit. My parents weren't very happy with me inviting him over, but when I explained they were okay with it.
Everyone came and ordered some pizza while Patton and Roman argued about a Disney movie, I went upstairs to get my pillow then I noticed my cuts were gone. I went into my bathroom to get the eraser and went to sit on my bed, I winced in pain as I slid the eraser across my thigh. I noticed a shadow at the door, I looked up to see Deceit shocked looking at the blood on my bed. I was crying, Deceit ran to me and grabbed the eraser to chuck it at the wall. "Deceit..." I whispered as he went to hold me "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." I cried repeatedly into his chest.
"My love why do you do that nasty thing?" he said in a smoothing voice "I mean something must have hurt you really bad to do that"
"You mean someone?..." I whispered as I hugged him back
"who did it to you?" he asked protectively
"You..." I sighed
"Me?"
"Yeah, you've talked shit about me... I couldn't handle it so I told Patton although he heard... Then I started to self harm... Then I told Patton my feelings for you!" I cried harder as he put me on his lap and stroked my back.
"I'm sorry, you know me I'm Deceit I say the opposite of what I mean... I love you" he said as I looked up
"I love you too" I said as I put my head back down, I winced when I felt Deceit put his hand over my thigh "They hurt"
"It's okay, we'll bandage them up. Then we'll go downstairs and put a movie on"
"Okay" I said as Deceit carried me into my bathroom and put me on the side of the bath "Cabernet" I said pointing to the sink, Deceit got the bandage's and put them around my thighs. When he finished I tried to stand but failed, I landed on Deceits chest and he held my arms "guess I can't walk" I said
"Who said anything about walking?" Deceit said as he picked me up in a bridle position, I giggled as he carried me out of my room "what film should we watch?"
"Something cool, fun, magic, romance... harry potter!" I said as he put me on the sofa
"Harry Potter it is" he said as he put the DVD in "Where is everyone?"
"I don't kno- oh" I said as I turned to see everyone watching from the kitchen "get a life!" I said as I tuned around and winced as I banged my thighs on the sofa
"Yeah! Just cause I have a girlfriend doesn't mean you can peep into my relationship, especially you Patton!"
"Hey, Patton didn't do anything! in fact he's paying for the pizza!" Logan said pointing to the door "Say your sorry Deceit!"
"No way loser!" Deceit hissed "why don't you fuck off!"
"Language!" Patton yelled from the door "sorry kiddo how much again?"
"Deceit please just say sorry!" Roman and Virgil begged
"You want a fight lets fight!" Logan said walking into the living room, Thomas sat at the counter recording from his phone.
"STOP IT!" I yelled making everyone flinch "please I invited everyone to get along and have fun, not to shout and kill each other! Logan, Deceit say sorry. Then shut your flapping gobs up eat the pizza and watch the movie!" I said as Patton came in with three boxes of pizza.
"Sorry" Logan and Deceit said at the same time as they sat down. Roman grabbed some cans of coke and sat next to Virgil on the floor, Logan sat next to Patton on the shorter half of the sofa Thomas and Remy at the end of the sofa on the floor and me and Deceit on the longer half of the sofa. *A/N: here's the sofa*

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