(y/n) - your name

(y/b) - your birthday

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(y/n) sighs as she lays on the floor of her living room, her books, notes and other school junk littered around her as the music deafened her. She sat up and drank her favourite alcohol, the familiar burn running through her body that makes her shudder. She looks at the clear liquid that could accidentally be mistaken for water if not for the anesthetic smell, setting the bottle down having enough of drinking her liver to ruins.

Was she in a mood? Was she pissed off and annoyed?

(y/n) would say that she couldn't give a single fuck that Billy hadn't talked to her for days now. Her drinking every now and then was the usual but the fact that she had only taken a few sips and was already done? The fact that she didn't drink half the bottle and left the rest for another dark night? That was unusual. She went to grab some chips, needing to snack on something.

Billy hadn't spoken or even looked at (y/n) for days, and didn't acknowledge her at all in the halls. I mean, (y/n) didn't care. She knew he had his life and she had his and if he didn't want to speak to her, that was fine. Why would anyone waste their time with her? She wasn't worth it. She wouldn't talk to him or annoy him if he didn't want to speak to her first.

It's always been like that, letting people go knowing they wanted nothing to do with you so that's what (y/n) did. She let him go.

At least Steve was there to occupy her time. He had taken every chance to spend time with (y/n), to get to know her better and take her to arcades or late-night movie marathons. The two had hit it off quite well and surprisingly, Steve didn't think much about Nancy. He didn't even notice that she was still gone with Jonathan. He just loved going out with (y/n) and breaking her out of her introverted shell with random activities after school or on the weekends.

(y/n) trudged upstairs to her room, jumping on her bed face first. Being bored was an understatement. She should be sleeping since it was the middle of the night but who could've guessed, she couldn't.

Maybe it was the alcohol in her system but she turned on her back, closing her eyes and softly humming out to the music that was playing around her deliriously. In her hazed state, (y/n) didn't hear the quiet pings of pebbles hitting against her bedroom window until she swore she heard her name being called out. She sat up, looking around until she got up to look out her window.

"Billy?" There he stood below her and next to the tree, (y/n) opening her window to talk to him. "What is it now Billy?"

"Can I come up?" (y/n) thought over it for a second, shrugging and keeping her window unlocked which Billy took as a sign that he could come up. He climbed the tree and crawled through (y/n)'s window as she frowned at him, noticing the fresh batch of bruises and cuts.

"Again Billy?" he winces as he closes the window, his chest thumping in pain.

"Yeah..." and just like that, the animosity between the two dissolved as (y/n) patched Billy up like before, his shirt off and laying on the floor as he sat on her bed while she cleaned him up.

"You need to stop getting into fights like this." (y/n) mumbles out and Billy smiles warmly as she circled around him to put the gauze on his chest a couple of times. He thought this was cute, staring down at her as she bit her bottom lip in concentration to clip the gauze in place.

"I know..." Billy mutters out as he lays back down on (y/n)'s bed as per her order, watching her clean up her stuff and put it away before turning the music on her radio low. "Why are you still up?"

"Can't sleep..." (y/n) slips into her hed next to Billy and he hums out. "Good thing I didn't cause then you would be screwed." Billy chuckles lightly as the two sit in silence for a bit.

"Let's play your game, your questions thing that we ask each other. My favourite colour is blue." (y/n) raises a brow as to why Billy wanted to play that stupid game, looking at him in confusion that he actually answered her first question from weeks back.

"Ok?" (y/n) thinks of her question to ask as he just stares at her. He had missed her, not being able to talk to her was hell. But Billy didn't know how to just go up to (y/n) to talk to her again after he blatantly ignored her so he resorted to the one thing he knew would work. He got into a fight... again... not willingly though. Neil... he was more angry than before for some reason, going off at Billy and he had taken every hit like he always did. If he didn't... he was scared that Neil would go to Max.

"Hurry up and ask."

"When's your birthday?"

"March 29."

"Shit I missed it. Well, happy belated birthday." Billy chuckles, letting (y/n) lean into him.

"What about you?"

"It's (y/b)."

"Well happy birthday to you too (y/n)."

The two asked questions long through the night, halfway bringing up the alcohol from downstairs to share. Granted, the two were buzzed and tipsy, (y/n) giggling at everything Billy was saying.

"How many girls have you kissed?"

"Too many to count."

"Damn son, look at the womaniser here!"

"What about you?" Billy asks as (y/n) takes the bottle from his hands to take a swig. "How many people have you kissed?" the girl raises her hand showing a zero.

"Zero, zilch, nada!"

"Bullshit! You haven't kissed anyone!?" Billy gasps and (y/n) shakes her head, setting the bottle down on her bedside table.

"Nope. I've never been in a relationship and I never had my first kiss either." (y/n) shrugs like it was nothing but deep down, she just wanted to experience it. "I don't even know what to do! Like I don't even know how to kiss someone!"

"You really haven't done anything, have you?"

"Nope! No experience whatsoever!" Billy sits frozen, a single thought running through his head and he wondered if this was a good idea. He wanted to be closer to (y/n), to have her and be with her. So maybe...

"I can teach you." (y/n) looked at Billy with wide eyes.

"You fucking nuts bro?" Billy rolled his eyes at the response. "You're serious... You're not joking are you?"

"Only if you want to." Billy grins noticing the blush growing on (y/n)'s face from being flustered, quickly standing up to put some space between them. "I can teach you everything you want to know..." he purrs lowly, noticing the shudder run through (y/n)'s body and he gets up to stand behind her, brushings his lips against her ear. "I can show you pleasure and pain darling..." he coos lowly and (y/n)'s breath hitches, the air around the two heated and foggy from the alcohol. "Just say the word (y/n)..." Billy whispers as he wraps his arms around her and she leans into his hold with a silent sigh. "I'll show you everything..."

Was she really going to do this? "Ok..." (y/n) whispers out, her eyes squeezed shut until she slowly gets turned around to find Billy standing in front of her. He had only softness in his eyes, pulling her into his chest as he tucked her hair behind her ear and brushed his hand against her cheek.

"Just let me take the lead for now and then I'll show you what you have to do." All (y/n) could do was nod, her eyes flickering between billy's eyes and his lips and he smiles. "Close your eyes and follow my movements." he enjoyed her obediently listening to him, looking down at her face and how soft she was before leaning down to gently press his lips against hers. Billy almost groaned from how soft (y/n)'s lips were as he kissed her, catching the almost inaudible gasp from her as he tilted her head up higher for him.

(y/n) was lost in the kiss, never having felt anything as sweet and soft like this and she desired to have more, pushing up on her toes to lean into Billy more and he held her tight. He parted his lips against hers, moving to kiss her deeper and (y/n) does the same as she tilts her head more for him. The kiss became more heated and sloppy, feral and hard as (y/n) threw her arms around Billy's neck as he picked her up by her thighs to slam her against her bedroom wall.

"Billy~" she moans out and he groans against her lips, pressing his body into hers even further to kiss her feverously.

"Fuck (y/n)..." Billy hisses out as he pushes into her further, her legs wrapped around his hips as he held her waist to pull her closer. "You taste so fucking sweet..." (y/n) groans out from that sentence, threading her fingers through Billy's hair as he picks her up off the wall and heads to her bed.

He sits down and pulls (y/n) into his lap, both of them letting go to take a breather before Billy chases for her lips again. He pulls her head closer with his fingers gripping her hair in place, the other clawing at her nightgown around her hips. He deepens the kiss as he slowly pushes her down on her bed, parting her lips with his to tangle his tongue with her. (y/n) pulls Billy's body on top of hers, feeling his weight on her chest as he made her breathless from the heated kiss.

Billy moans softly feeling one of (y/n)'s hands run over his bare back while the other gently tugged on his hair. "Billy..." She gasps out as he hesitantly leans back, the both of them panting for air and he wanted to kiss her again but (y/n) needed the breather. "Holy fucking shit..." Billy chuckles lightly at her dazed smile. "That was... wow. That was my first kiss and that was fucking amazing! I can't even-"

"-shut up and kiss me again (y/n)." Billy growls out before leaning down to capture her lips with his once more, the two of them holding each other as they kissed.