Y/N's Point of View 

I am going to see one of my favorite bands, Buckcherry.  I am very excited, because I have a huge crush on the lead singer.  His name is Josh Todd.  He has a lot of tattoos.

I drive to the stadium where the concert is, my best friend in tow.  I can't wait to meet the band.  I have backstage passes, as well as front row seats, thanks to my friend.  I have a Buckcherry t-shirt on with worn-out blue jeans and white sneakers.  My friend is wearing a Slipknot tee with cut-off jean shorts and black Converse.  

When my friend and I walk into the stadium, the atmosphere is buzzing with excitement.  We walk to our seats and wait for the concert to start.

Buckcherry walks on stage and greets the audience.  Josh seems to be looking at me the whole time, although I'm sure he has to be looking at someone else.

After the concert, my friend and I walk backstage.  I am anxious to meet Josh, because I have such a huge crush on him.  I hope nothing bad happens.

My friend walks up to me.  She says, "I'm sorry, Y/N.  But I just got a call from my mom.  She needs me to come home right away.  She says there's been some sort of family emergency.  You'll have to find another way home.  Sorry."  My friend is anxious.  She runs out of the stadium to her car.

Great, I think.  I'll have to get another ride now.  But I don't want to worry about that now.  I want to have fun.

I walk into this big room backstage.  A lot of people talking here.  I want to see Josh.  I look at the doors along the walls.

I find Josh's dressing room and knock on the door.  I hear someone's footsteps coming over to the door.  I look up and see a guy standing there.  He has "CHAOS" tattooed across his stomach and full sleeves on both arms.  Josh Todd, my mind screams.  

"Hey," Josh says coolly.  I smile at him.

"My name's Y/N," I say, trying to hide my excitement.  I doesn't work.  I can feel myself blushing.

"Hey, Y/N."  Josh motions for me to come in.

I walk into the dressing room.  It's a little messy.  Clothes are thrown all over the room.  The daybed is covered with a disheveled blanket.

I feel Josh looking at me.  I look over at him.  His eyes show something that I have never seen before, but my mind tells me that it's lust.

Josh smirks at me.  I wanna fuck you, that look says.  

I feel myself blushing again.  I get a strange feeling inside of me.

Josh walks over to me.  He places his arms around my waist. 

I wrap my arms around his neck instinctively.

He leans in and kisses me passionately.

I hesitate, and then, kiss back.  I feel Josh's tongue on my bottom lip.  The feeling is so strange that I gasp slightly.  

He slips his tongue into my mouth.  I shiver at this odd gesture.

After a few seconds, Josh and I back away.  Our breathing is slightly heavier.  

I look at Josh, smirking.  I know what I want to do.  But not here, my mind tells me.  You don't know what could be on that blanket!  

"Josh," I say.

"Yeah, Y/N?"

"I want to go home."

"Okay.  Wanna stay over at my place tonight, hon?"

"Okay."  I smile.

"Let's go, babe."  Josh wraps an arm around my waist.  

We walk out of his dressing room.  He leads me to his car.

We buckle our seatbelts and he starts the car.  He starts driving to his place.

Once we arrive at his house, he helps me out of the car.  Josh unlocks the door and we go in.  I look around at the place.

Josh takes my hand gently.  He plants a gentle kiss on my cheek.  

I smirk as he leads my to his bedroom.  I know what he wants to do.  I've never done it before.  

I'm anxious as he lays me down on the bed and starts to remove my shirt.

I feel my hands instinctively reaching for the buckle of his belt.  I fumble with it.  

Josh knows what I am trying to do.  He unbuckles his belt and undoes his jeans.

I watch as he slides them down his legs.  I start unbuttoning my own jeans when I look down and see one of Josh's hands there.  I blush as he unzips my jeans and slowly slides them off my legs.

I feel a wetness in my underwear.

Josh's hand reaches down and starts teasing me through my underwear.

I gasp a little at the sensation.

He smirks and takes his hand away, only to slip my wet underwear down off of my legs.

I take the cue and unclasp my bra.

I am completely naked, while Josh is still in his boxers.

My eyes trail down his body to his boxers.  I see a large bulge there.

I gasp and feel myself blushing again.

Josh smirks when he sees me looking.  He pulls off his boxers.

I gasp when I see the size of his penis.

Josh smirks, taking a condom from the bedside table and rolling it on.

I feel eager.

Josh looks at me.  "This is your first time, huh?" 

I can only nod. 

"Okay.  This is going to hurt, Y/N."

I nod my understanding.

Josh positions himself and pushes into me carefully.

Without warning, he starts thrusting inside me and I scream in pain.

A few minutes later, it still hurts a little.  I feel pleasure as he starts thrusting deeper inside of me.

I moan loudly in pleasure when I feel myself release onto his codom-covered penis.

A few seconds later, Josh moans as he ejeculates into the condom.  He pulls out of me.

My vagina is sore.  I think I bruised something, but I don't care.  I just want to sleep.

The next morning, I wake up and look around.  Where am I?  I look down realize that I'm naked.  And my whole body hurts.  

Then I remember last night.  Oh, yeah.  I'm at Josh Todd's house.  I lost my virginity to him last night.

I lay in bed until Josh comes into the room to check on me.

"How you feelin', Y/N?" Josh asks, smiling.

"Okay, I guess.  I kinda hurt."

"You okay?"

"Yeah."

"I love you, Y/N."

"I love you, too, Josh."