drown your sorrows in gold eyeshadow, tonight you are a star. running on gasoline and diet pepsi, smoking chamomile leaves loving me when i'm ugly,

vomit your insides on hollywood boulevard, we wed in studio 4, we watch jaws after midnight wedged inbetween the italian mafia

fuck me into open caskets i want to die with this. blush up your cheeks and go party for once. kiss andy warhol on open lips, you're so drunk, you're such a star.

double denim the night, watch an x-rated movie with your mother. fuck me in your kitchen, sex is a natural way of life

i miss my brother i miss my sister, i miss you here with me, i miss you here and everywhere. i cry crocodile tears and my mascara runs a fucking marathon, melodrama is a natural way of life.

i have flower bones and gardens in my intestines. i swallow a whole tulip then down it with rose water and chamomile tea, maybe you will finally love me with insides this pretty, maybe you will finally kiss me when i taste so pink, when you roll your eyes back and see a prairie.

fuck me into open caskets i want to die with this, love me when i'm ugly down me with straight hennessy. you're a star,

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hey i really didnt like this when i wrote it damn idk why i really like it now so im bringing her back anyway im think of the Grandiose end chapter i'll write in december already okay like and subscribe turn on my bell (also if u wanna check out my newest book 'baby' please do im kinda proud of it for once) kisses xoxo gossip girl