Anger

Paul's POV

I phased and was walking on the edge of the woods. Right by the beach and overheard everything Trinity told Leah. It upsets me that I did this to her, I have caused her so much pain. I don't deserve to have her as a friend anymore that's for sure. Even if I'm sort of jealous she's giving embry a shot. I'm sort of proud embry is gonna act on his crush. I remember him talking about her when he first realized. I just hope she gets everything she wants out of life.
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One week later

Trinitys POV

I had been settling in very well over the past week. My anger has been more calm lately and I'm happy. I have been hanging out with embry more then the others. That doesn't mean I don't give time to everyone else. I just remember the times I had a major crush on him. I have the feelings once more and it feels great. It felt great to have someone close to me once more. To be honest and trust someone this much once more.

I think embry calmed me down some more then most. I was currently walking out of the house by the garage. When I saw sam, Jared and none other then Paul. I froze as all the emotions flooded back. I think sam sensed the anger no the rage building up inside me.

"Trinity breath" he said as I got closer

"No I will not breath when he dares to come anywhere NEAR MY FUCKING HOUSE SAM YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID WHY IS HE HERE" I growled feeling my body heat up

"Trinity look i" Paul began

I was now closer to them then before and my anger rose more if possible.

"No you don't get to make a lame apology to me Lahote, I trusted you, I begged you for help and for what I was turned down look at me, FUCKING LOOK WHAT TOU CAUSED" I growled

Unfortunately the second he layed eyes on me his eyes widened. The second his eyes made contact with mine I knew. I knew that look and the feeling built inside me. I got so mad at the fact he just imprinted on me. I growled and suddenly the beast took over and they all jumped back. I growled stepping closer to Paul, but sam stepped forward.

"Stand down" he said in my head

"How dare he imprint on me after everything" I growled

"I said calm down" sam said louder

I didn't listen I charged at Paul and he phased as well. He ran at me and we began to attack each other. As much as the imprinting told me to stop. I couldn't do it, no I wouldn't do it not now. He has caused me so much pain it pissed me off. I was just getting close to embry and he had to fuck everything up for me. I growled and we tackled each other stumbling through the woods.

Since I had alpha blood in me i was slightly stronger than him. He tackled me and stood above me, but I quickly pushed him off. Before it got too aggressive we ended up by Sam's house. He growled and stopped in front of us before we went at each other once more. We stepped away from one another and Emily rushed out.

"I tried to apologize for what I did to you, I feel terrible, but I phased and thought it would be better you stayed away from me, I didn't know how much pain I caused you until I heard that voicemail, after all we have been through I have always liked you Trinity, but I never thought what I did would hurt you this bad and it kills me that I did what I did and it put you through this much pain please I can't have you hate me forever especially you being my imprint" he begged

"I can't handle this right now Paul I need time, and I literally just felt happy with embry and now what am I supposed to do, the same thing to him that you did to me, fuck that I won't have him hate me for something you did" I growled

I watched as Paul phased back and threw on some shorts. Emily had handed me shorts and a shirt. I phased back and threw them on quickly. I then headed off in the direction of home.

"And where are you going?" Sam asked

"Back to Jacob, embry, Quill, leah and Seth" I snapped and kept walking

I couldn't handle this right now, even if my body told me to turn around. I shut the other three out of my head. I already knew that they could hear and see my thoughts. So I was forced to shut them out or show them my pain. Jared and Sam didn't deserve that, Paul needed and should know how I felt. When I got back embry rushed out of the garage. I rushed up and hugged him tightly.

As wrong as this felt I needed him in my arms. I needed someone that felt something for me like I felt for them. I pulled back with tears in my eyes.

"Gosh your really warm are you alright?" He asked

"I'm alright now that I'm here with you" i said

I couldn't take it, I kept Paul and the others blocked. I grabbed embrys shirt and kissed him. He didn't hesitate to grab my waist and kiss me back.

"Alright you two" I heard Leah

"Sorry leah" I blushed softly

"Yea yea just get in here billy made lunch" she smiled

Embry grabbed my hand and we walked inside the house. As much as the bond with Paul told me to stop. I refused to, he had to prove himself to me. He didn't deserve to have me right off the bat.
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Paul's POV

I phased back into my wolf when she walked off. The thoughts of what she said to me running over and over on replay. Was that a rejection, did my mate just reject me. I guess I deserved it after what I did to her. I found the edge of the cliff and sat back to howl.

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