Dear Josephine,

I still remember the first time I did it. How can I forget that day?

How can I forget the day I became a victim of peer pressure and self preservation?

How can I forget the first day that I was the one behind the trigger?

For the first time, I was spared. For the first time, I took the aim.

I never forgot that day.

regretful,

Your Bully.

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Update: dedicated to sam1dstar for being an amazing friend and for the encouragement.