Trish's thoughts: Dear Diary life hasn't been any better since I was forced to move back into the house with my Husband.... *sighs * I feel trapped every time I try to leave him the Abuse gets worse than before last night Q got Drunk coming in from hanging with his friends of his I had been waiting up for that no good Nigga to come home. Like always he picked a fight for no apparent purpose what so ever.... anyway I confronted him being the person I was. I never back down I speak my mind... that's what angered him the most, the fight wasn't like the previous fights we had oh no no.... He actually slammed me against the wall slapping me repeatedly calling me out of my name. I scoot to his level and yelled back at him. I was feed up with our so called marriage. I sought help from my mom who told me to pack up and leave now. Before things turn for the worse. Taking my mom's words to heart I waited until Q was asleep he had his arms around my stomach I eased his arm trying to be sneaky going to the Dresser I gathered a few clothes looking back he was still asleep. Good I'm finally gonna be away from this hell. Suddenly he woke up, where the Hell you think you goin? Oh ..... uh.... i.... he chuckled darkly you think you gonna leave me? Q listen I can't do it anymore you know our relationship isn't working out so... before I could finish my sentence he popped up opening the Double Doors to the balcony. You wanna leave? That's the only way yo ass is gonna leave me. Without thinking twice I ran like my life depended on it. No I don't think so picking me up he dragged me towards the balcony kicking and screaming please..... please... I'm sorry I'm sorry.... I recalled saying. Now tell me you'll stay? He pressed his head against my hair. Okay alright!!!! I stay... I sobbed. Good girl. I love you so much Trish. Ya know that don't you? We've been together since our teenage years I'm not giving up that easy...... wiping tears from her eyes she ended the Journal entry with sincerely a Broken woman 💔. More updates coming soon