It's not getting any better. It seems that it's getting worse. I have no motivation,I haven't slept very much in months and if I do I'm still exhausted. My friend from a homeschool thing turned out to be a trump supporter, everyone keeps talking about sex and I can't say shit about being ace, I feel alone constantly. Everything feels like it's crumbling around me. My world keeps getting darker and darker. I keep waiting for a light but it never comes. I used to have one. It was small, but it was there. Why did it go out?