So, Katherina_Michels, violet_storm, and The_girlwholived all did chapters on this so I'll do it too. They talked about physical beauty, and I have an odd perspective on this. It may sound like I'm making it up, but this is for real - I don't see physical beauty or attractiveness. At all.

I never have, and it's odd. In school, people would run up to me and ask me which guy I thought was "cuter" or "hotter" and I would honestly answer, "I don't know, I haven't met them." People will comment on how beautiful someone's eyes are or how shiny their hair is and I won't notice. If you show me a picture of models and average people, I won't be able to tell you which one is more attractive. Attraction just confuses me.

The concept of having a crush on someone or thinking someone is cute when you don't know them or just met them is baffling. How are they cute if you don't know how they act, or their personality? Please note I am not saying this is a bad thing; it's just something I've never understood. It doesn't make sense to me. Celebrity crushes are nonsensical because you don't know them. Seeing a cute person doesn't make sense because how can you like someone you just saw?

What makes a "pretty nose" or "pretty face?" I just see faces, not pretty or less pretty faces. I don't really pay attention to physical features at all, but if I acknowledge someone has very bright eyes or shiny hair, it won't make them seem more beautiful, it just means that I acknowledge an objective fact about them. It's so irrelevant that I have trouble with facial recognition, and it takes me a long time to learn what someone looks like. If I don't know who people are talking about and they describe the person's physical apperance, I'll have no idea who the person is. But if they describe what their personality is, or a significant action they did, then I can know who they're talking about.

I've never had a crush on anyone before, but I do know that if I ever did, I wouldn't have a crush when I first saw them. Physical beauty is irrelevant to me, and I think that I don't have the ability to comprehend objective attractiveness. I've had it explained over and over again to no avail. It doesn't work. I don't see it. And I think that's a good thing.