Confused, abused, and distorted... Even though I'm not afraid to speak, I'm afraid to keep. This monster inside me its no joke like the burnings of smoke.. This breath I breath is clean yet dirty at the same time. It messes with my mind. People bother me and boggle me like I'm some kind of puzzle..instead of solving me they break me with choices and words...I swear I'm like a caged bird...being controlled  to uphold my future makes me shudder and studder with every step. I may not be perfect but I know I'm worth it.. Either way we all gave to pay.