Last two days have been...really really rough for me.
Two. Two thing i love in the past two days have...you know by the title.

So firstly what happened yesterday:

AmythstWaves died of Cancer. She's only a teenager like all of us but that shows how bad cancer can really be.
She came back online since a long time and told us that she was diagnosed with cancer.
Yesterday (24.09.2019) i came back to school and went on PMs to talk to her...instead i had a message from her sister saying that she had passed away.

I couldn't process it at first. I met Amy 2018's summer and she is like a sister to me. And i was being told that i wouldn't be able to talk to her again...

Cancer is an awful illness which takes away many people. Poke_fan-united and infinityalbi10 know what i feel about not being able to talk to her again.

I took i really hard and i still am.

But she's still with me, in my heart.

She's amazing and funny. She has a sweet tooth and is caring.
Her dream was to be a singer and I'm pretty sure she would of succeeded if it wasn't for....you know.

Talking about songs, the Your Lie In April AMV (she loved that anime too) is one of Taylor Swift's new songs from her new ablum about her mum who has cancer.
I relate to these lines of the song at some point:
And i hate to make this all about me
But who am i supposed to talk to
What am i supposed to do...

If there's no you...?

I'm planning to learn it on the keyboard, anyway...

I will miss you Amy so much.
I will still celebrate your birthday every year and i will never forget all the memories and times we've spent.

Love your Watty sis,
Pansy ♡

Amyway. So I'm still crying about her now and couldn't think at school today.
And i came home and it looked like my parents had been crying.

They told me they had bad news.

That my rabbit Fluffy

Was gone.

He's been ill for some time now because he's really old.
And he passed away...the day after Amy. I was already broken, and just got broken more.

We buried him in his favourite spot in the garden. I cried a lot because he was my best friend.

I love him.

Cute little Fluffy who always used to lick my hand. Who i used to stroke and tell all my problems to.

So this is why I'm really sad now, i will be for ages.
I'm going to hardly be online because I'll need time to myself.

I'll still be on, just not much.

I'm going to paint a picture dedicated to Amy soon and post it on here.

Here's a picture of Fluffy yesterday:

Bye for now....