Today

I longed for something I don't have. For something so normal. For something so happy.

But it's never going to be possible.

Today I longed for something that made my inside burst with joy.

This is what made me want it.

There are multiple smallish rooms in my library. They are square rooms. Two walls are completely glass. The one with the door, and the one facing outside. A table stands near the right with 4 chairs placed around it.

But I not only longed for the room.

Inside there were 3 girls and 2 boys. All teens from the local school.

They sat casually in there. Only two on the chairs, they both stared at the laptop, possibly watching a video.

One sat on the table, talking to one of the boys who leaned against the wall and the other girl who sat on the floor.

But I didn't long for that. Instead I replaced those people with my friends.

I imagined Dani and Will throwing a soccer ball to each other in a game of catch, talking about that day's school.

Angel showed Pickle something on her phone and they laughed. They both sat on the floor.

I sat at the table on one of the chairs and was reading a part of the book I liked out loud to SpyGirl who smiled.

This image in my mind made me smile so much. But most of you live so far away from me and this made my heart break. Knowing that this never ever will happen. I cried. Tears of joy. And tears of Sadness.

This is one of my happiest memories I have made up.

I love this memory so much, that I've decided to make a role play for it. Comment down below. I'll start.

"Listens to this" I say to SpyGirl as I start reading out loud from my book, Anne Of Green Gables.

"But the worst of Imagining things is that the time comes when you have to stop and that hurts- Anne"

I hear a loud burst of laughter come from my right where Pickle and Angel sit, staring at Angels phone, giggling hysterically.

Let your imaginations take you far guys. (But make sure not to leave the library! Make it mythical if you want but not yet :) this is now one of my fondest memories. Treat it well

-Bethany