This will hopefully be the final part...

Look, to everyone I've worried, I am sorry. but, I think I'm going to just try to start over with life in general. I'm going to try and mend relationships, I'm going to try and do some new things. but, of course I know I can't but, I want you too try to do those things. please, live on for me, alright?  if I do die, I want you to all know that these are my wishes. Live on for me. <3.