Time is a hard concept

It can go fast, yet also slow

some days go by in the blink of an eye

and some go so slowly that you wish you had a speed up button

Some people say they wish they could rewind time

but I wish I could skip it

Skip to the end.

skip to where my life is complete

sure, I may miss a lot

I'll get there and not know if I had completed everything, I wanted to, but I wouldn't have to stick around for all the bad things

the deaths

the crying

the pain

id skip to the end and feel relief

I'd feel the pressure fading as id be taking my final breaths

I wish that I could see the future not before it happened but as a memory

as the past

as if it was a movie in my head

my 7 minutes as they say

I don't want to die today because it would hurt people in the process, but I want to skip all the way to the end so I can die that day and not have to live another of these days.