When you're alone, it scares you. You have no one to turn to and it's honestly awful. I wish it was't like that, but you get used to it i guess. I'm always surrounded by happy couples, why i'm alone a third wheel. I want to not feel sad about it, but it's hard when all you see is laughing, smiling, and hearing stories constantly about it! You wanna cry, and you've been alone for so long it's hard to find someone or even just think of liking someone... You meet great people,but you feel nothing... you feel nothing to them or anyone else
But you're used to it, You've learned that maybe it's okay? Maybe it's not time... But you still get sad, You still want to feel loved- Not even love just something! from some when they aren't forced to. Friends may do that, but you can't always completely rely on them. They have problems they gotta deal with.

So I just got used to it