My name is Lourdes Trejo,

I'm a very emotional

People don't know

That i am more than a kind girl

I hide secrets

Secrets that no one knows

I may be nice but deep down I'm not 

I have another side

A side that people don't know

I hide it with the sweet side that 

everyone knows and  love.

I want show everyone,

But I'm scared.

Scared of loneliness

Scared of abandonment

I'm scared of people close to me

Leaving me for good.

So I hide that side from them,

Only letting it out at night

But I let it slip out 

People close worried

I let my emotions get me

The pain that people show me

Stings like a knife stab

That guilt slowly suffocate me

I want to escape this world.

The world that everyone calls

Life and love.

I won't say this but,

What's wrong with me?

I want to be happy

But I can't.

Why am i low

People say, "Your a beautiful girl!!"

I reply softly, "how?" and I walk away

I looks into myself and sigh softly,

Judging what I look like,

I'm not pretty..

I'm not thin,

I'm not adorable,

I'm not beautiful,

I look like trash.

Everyone around me,

Is beautiful than me 

And it's the truth.

Why do I feel sad?

Is it because of her?

Maybe.. Maybe not.

I want someone to hold me,

I want them to tell me I'm all right,

I want someone who could love me for who I am.

I need someone who won't betray me.

My heart has a lot of holes and is being stitched up slowly.

Can I have someone to love but..

I'm afraid

I'm afraid of

I'm afraid of being

I'm afraid of being use by people.

Please someone take me away.

Please someone make a spell for me.

A spell where I leave this place 

This place call life.

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 I need someone to take me away

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I need my Hero..