Hello.

I'm a bad friend.
But at the same time... I've been through a lot...
And... Stuff that no one should have to go through.
Friend betrayal
Friend hatred
Lies
Voices telling you to cut/die
Hauntings
Basically just crap that tears you down to feel less than human.

My friend hated me 3 times within a span of 2.5 months. Ignored me. Treated me less than human. Treated me like I was a child who was on her nerves.

She's not my friend anymore.
Our friendship was my fear of her hurting me when I left.

So...
Now that she's taken it so far because I chose to go with one group over the other, she can be 2 if she wants.
But, these are my friends.
I have 5-6 irl friends now. But... I'm not letting anyone take my trust easily.
I... Think I'll be stronger by school but, I know who is there for me now.
I'll try to talk to one guy since, he is a good guy. Just... I've not been brave enough to make friends.

Alright.. :)...
Bye.
~Alaina