Okay, this is gonna be different than my usual funny crap I put on here. Really, I'm a happy person, I am. But I just have....problems with some things. Like anger for one.
I don't have proper anger issues, but I have what I like to call teenager problems. Stupid hormones right, we've all been there. Anyway, things make me angry so easily and I hate it because I end up hurting the ones closest to me. Not physically, but emotionally. After the night when I posted the thing about my friends being mean to me, me and one of my best friends,Tristan, have gotten into about five different arguments. I'm writing this early in the morning when the two of us are sitting on the bleachers at school waiting for class to start. We usually talk and laugh, but today he sits there and I'm writing this with my headphones on and music blaring. Just because of how I get angry so easily, he's being an asshole! (That's what I say to him a lot because he can be really rude sometimes). I took of my headphones a couple minutes ago to hear him going
"Three hours later"
I said "that's my funny"
He said, "to you maybe, but to me it's hysterical." (Keep in mind he's using the flattest voice he can manage and so am I.)
I said,"well you're not acting like its funny."
He said."well I could make the argument that that makes you an asshole, but I won't.."
I sat there for a second then said
"You know, I took off my headphones for thirty seconds and you've already proven my point."
(The point of him being an ahole)
I then put my headphones back on and well, I'm writing this. I'm just done, and to make things worse, I'm going to a movie with him tonight, thank god there's like three other people going, the only problem with that is that two of them are closer to him than me and the one who's closer to me may not even be going. The thing is that I care about my friends deeply! But I just end up making them mad or hurting their feelings(well, at least the boys). It's actually hilarious, the girls who I'm friends with are actually emotionally stronger than the guys! Anyway, that's really all. Thanks for reading this guys, you're awesome.