Idk how many times I attempted suicide…
Maybe 10? Idk…
Why cant I just die?
I mean,nobody wants me here anyways...
Not even my irl friends...they dont care
My dad doesnt care…
My siblings dont care…
No one does…

So…just saying this might be the last time I'll post a chapter here,or anything
Cause I'll be dead…

My suicidal thoughts have taken over my body
Everywhere I go,everyday,
I always think of it,suicide,,
About I i wish I could just hang myself or take pills till I die,or,
Drown myself,many things…

I know no one in my family cares…
I know my friends dont care...
I know that everyone will be happy when I die
I know they will forget me

I'm always stressed
My family has no where to go if our house gets taken down,or if we move,
again…

So this is probably my last goodbye? That is,if I die…

So goodbye