OCD
Hii. I have a slight bit of OCD. My cousin has more than me but imma rant about it.
First off to everyone. I don't have OCD. I don't have autism. (OCD is autism.) I'm autistic. It's not a disease. When someone says; you have OCD, it sounds like a sickness. I just think different. If ya don't know how it is with OCD, I'll explain.
Raking the long jump pit in track?
Has to be smooth.
And then everyone yells at you.
To
Stop.
Things aren't aligned?
Try to make em perfect.
Everyone stares at you.
Mess a tiny little speck on a drawing?
Have to start over.
Ppl think you're weird.
I don't have autism.
I'm autistic.
Wanna know what someone in track said to me? He said, why do you like things perfect?
I said I just think like that. I told him I'm Autistic. He stared. He told me I'm lying. I asked him why he thought that. He said it's because Autism and Mental disabilities don't exist. He said I and others just did it for attention. We don't. We actually think different. And also, it shouldn't be called Mental 'disabilities'. We just think different.
How would the ppl that don't have mental 'disabilities' like to be called mentally 'normal?' Then everyone would overthink it. And they'd get uncomfortable. Can I tell you something? Ppl who are autistic don't only make friends with people who are autistic. One of my friends, no two, are Autistic with ADHD.
That's two.
Two out of say a main, 15?
Sorry for ranting-tho that's why this is here-
-Creeper
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