Plans

A/N: This is a rant to relieve my frustrations so apologies if it hurts you/ your beliefs in some way or the other.

Plans. Something we make to organise what we do and when we do in life. We see it everywhere via exam time tables, school timetables and the office hours or even the study timetables. Sometimes, we voluntarily make one, sometimes we are forced to make one or like in some situations, we are left with no choice but to follow a pre made one.

Following a premade one is inevitable so whatever we feel about it, we swallow all the curses and go along with it. But the ones we make, we often don't get the chance to say NO to not doing it.

Personally, being an unpredictable person myself, I detest making a timetable and restricting myself to it. But when it comes to making one, I am an angry bird and a ticking time bomb waiting to explode, especially the times when my dad comes in and black mails me into making one and then forces me to break it so that "his plans" won't get disturbed, stating the fact that "you don't know what will happen and when", which to me, totally disrupts the idea of making one. 

Yes, plans do help organise, make life easier etc, but at what cost? So that we won't be able to mould it around something comes up unexpected like becoming sick or family issues?

Like take this situation, You have a severe headache and you just want to stay at home, enjoying the quite atmosphere while your family goes to some function where the speakers will be blaring unbearably. And when refusing to go out due to plans, they still drag you to the function because they don't trust you enough to leave you alone at home, even if they constantly say that they trust you and that you are old enough etc.

Another thing is that, being an unpredictable person, plans have never worked out for me. I am a person who goes with the flow so I usually don't make plans so that I'll be able to adjust to whatever happens. So... tell me, what should I do?

A/N: This is only a rant to vent out my frustration, not to hurt anyone's feelings.


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