I've had depression for a while but I've been getting better. You know, no self harm, eating proper amounts, not being suicidal. But I relapsed. And it's because Olive went dormant.

Going dormant is basically like being in a coma for an alter. For a while no one in the DID system knew where she was but then Mima found out she went dormant on January 9th. Her birthday. Going dormant happens when trauma, stress, or life in general just becomes too much.

I only know part of Olive's past but what I do know is absolutely awful. I of course will not share those things as it can be triggering for some readers and I don't want to share Olive's private info like that.

I can't stop crying because I already miss her so much.