Okay, this is exactly my feelings

Why do you like me so much? Because you know who I am? Ever think I've been lying to you all? Ever think that I'm stuck in place I cannot excape?! Ever think that I don't even know who I am?!

And now here I am taking all of the fun out of things.

Great. No, I'm not even gonna say great. This is a pile of imperfect. Yeah, it is. And I appriciate what you guys said, but my brain and my heart are different. My heart says thank you, but my brain keeps putting up these walls. Don't feel like you can break them down, they always come back. I'll always be the same. You guys don't have to be. Beforeyou all try to tell me not to cut or anything, don't worry. I don't. I may try, but I havn't. This will blow over in the morning. Then start over in a month or so. Just my stupid mood. And now I don't even know how to end this stupid rant. So I will now.