Hiiiiiii guyysssssssss

So it's been a while since I've done anything with my stories and tbh, that's because I just don't have the time I used to to do stuff on Wattpad. Heck, I don't even have time for YouTube!

High school is a really stressful time and I'm taking 4 Honors classes and I'm the assistant stage manager for my school's play AND musical. It's a very stressful job o.o.

So basically my life is: school, stage managing, homework, study, sleep if I can, hit the gym if I have time, and sleep again. The only time I really can settle down is the 20 minutes right when I get home, car rides to and from school, and yeah. It is a lot, but I really do enjoy what I do. So my apologies again for not being able to be as active. I'm just on mainly when it's the weekend or I have a break like today.

Oh yeah, by the way:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!

It is my FAVORITE HOLIDAY because you get to eat FOOOD ALLL DAYYYYYYYY AND FOOTBALLLLLLLL!!!!!

YEHAHHHHHH!!!!

^-^

Anyways, just a bit of a life update:

I'm a big stalker when it comes to people •u• and it's not healthy but idc I'm proud of it.

But there's this guy I like- his name is Jacob, and it's one of those crushes where it's one of those people you don't have much of a chance with but you still like to stare at them from across the hallway anyways during your vocabulary test... is that just me?

WELL! I'm a sophomore, and I met him in my freshman year. I probably had small talk with the kid 3 times and that's it. I didn't like him last year, but now I do -u-.

Anyways, YESTERDAY I was following him to figure out what his 5th hour was- this is what I mean by how much of a stalker I am- and I ended up walking in front of him, which means I had to keep walking and couldn't look back because I'd be a creep (even though I already am one- I just like to hide it to be socially acceptable). Then I suddenly ran into my buddy Tyler, and he was holding BROWNIES!! Lemme tell ya, brownies sounded really good right then....

But I'm like "Hey, buddy, we're friends right? Wanna give me some of those??"

Tyler said with his friendly smile, "They're for my class."

"But I mean like, we are friends!" I knew I wasn't going to get a brownie, but I still tried.

THEN! JACOB WAS LIKE "oh I don't think so..." LOOKING ME RIGHT IN THE EYE!!! "Tyler come on, help a needy friend out"

Then Tyler just dipped and SOMEHOW I got stuck talking to Jacob *u*

I said something along the lines of "I bet you I've known Tyler longer!"

And he was all like "Well I've known him since preschool"

Then I was like "oh- well you got me beat then."

And then Jacob said: "Nah I'm joking I met him last year" and we talked for a good 30 seconds more, but during those thirty seconds I realized a couple things:

One- all his focus is on me right this second because he is legitimately talking to me and only me

Two- I'm clenching my textbook to my chest like a dork or like a girl who is talking to the guy she likes in one of those cliche high school movies

Three- he is voluntarily standing next to and walking WITH me *u*. AND LESS THAN A FOOT AWAY AND WE ARE ALMOST BRUSHING SHOULDERS AND OUR FOOTSTEPS ARE IN SYNC (oh gosh was I walking too fast because I'm a normally fast paced person? No I automatically slowed down.... WHICH I NEVER DO)

And Four- he is REALLY easy to talk to and his personality is a lot more spunky than I thought- which is good because I'm a really spunky person myself :3

BUT YEAH!

GUYS I MAY HAVE A CHANCE- HE'S IN THE MUSICAL TOO SO AHHHHHHHH

That's what I've been fangirling about for the past 23 hours.

And now I know his whole schedule >;D

I LEARNED THAT ITS NOT THAT HARD TO JUST TALK TO SOMEONE IF YOU JUST REALLY WANT TO AND SET IT UP SO THEY BUMP INTO YOU ;3

But enough of that. Other drama:

So the play has one week left, and that's known as 'tech week'. Tech week is a week where you stay at the school until 10 pm or later for a WHOLE WEEK! But since I'm doing the play for my church, I have TWO TECH WEEKS IN A ROW >~< I'm not smart- but I love what I do. I'm so gonna be dead by Christmas ._.

But everyone have a blessed day ^~^

And I suggest you try to talk to your crushes >:3 just try