A few minutes ago I was feeling a lil anxious because I was reading a story where Ham self harms (By the way I wanna give him a hug so badly) and for some reason I start to feel anxious whenever I read a self harm scene or anything that involves loosing a lot of blood...for...some reason...So I started scratching myself 'cause I'm stupid and I didn't stop reading.

Five minutes later my arm starts to hurt and I look at it and see three lil scratches and I'm like: "....Wait did I did this to myself..?"

Someone plz give me a new brain my memory is to trash–

Seriously someone tell me I'm not the one with memory problems, like, what the Fuck does my brain do when I do something? Does it just throws it into an imaginary mental trash can or wha–

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