I... I want to cut... I-I want to but try not to. I've been crying again and everything keeps hurting. Hitting myself doesn't help and I'm stressed 'cause of school and exams. And I try to talk to you guys too. I haven't gotten much sleep but honestly, I'm not sure if I want to. I'm afraid of going to sleep. I literally have to keep my light on so I can get even a few hours of sleep. I just don't know what to do... And I don't really have anywhere where I can put my anxioty in. I haven't had much time to draw anything 'cause I've had to read. So I guess I decided to put at least some here but honestly, this isn't really helping. And... I'm sorry for wasting your time if you read this