Idk what's up, but I just realized how different things have been in the past few days:

-Having trouble sleeping
-Getting annoyed at people easily and often
-Feeling lonely
-Always on the verge of tears
-Sad and happy at the same time
-I'm constantly looking for time alone so I don't have to hide any of this
-Only music actually makes me move lately. Without my headphones in, it's nearly impossible to get anything done.
-I'm constantly annoyed at my parents
-I can't really control everything I think about
-I want to tell everyone I see to go away

Does anyone know what's wrong with me?
I'm sorry to always be negative but I'm confused :(