Chapter Four

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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"No I know you wouldn't, but I'm just not in the mood." I leave Zane on the bed as I grab the clothes off the floor and went into the bathroom to change. I put my hair up in a towel turban and started to put on my clothes. "I totally cockblocked him." I grabbed my shorts and I noticed they were those skin tight yoga booty shorts from pink. "Fuck Zane is gonna go horny for this." I snatched my shirt and it was a peach color halter top. I take my hair out of the towel turban and let it ary dry. "Ill straighten it later, not in the mood." I mumbled as I got out of the bathroom.

I went downstairs and realized that I left my noodles outside, "God dammit, fucking bugs probably already got to it." I reached the noodles and as I look inside theres no bugs or anything, perfectly perfect. "Still not gonna eat this shit. Been outside to long." My mood was back, I swear my period must be coming soon or my mom really did a number on me. I walked back inside, throwing the noodles away, I saw Zane cooking. I noticed he changed into some shorts and was shirtless. "Hey whatchu cooking?" I tried to be casual after leaving his little pal hanging up in the air. "Lunch." Short and sweet, minus the sweet part.

"Wait really? Damn its 5! Wow I didn't realize-"

"Could you move? I need to get the salt." Harsh. Ouch.

"Zane, babe are you mad?" I felt hurt, if he's mad about the whole not fucking part I could make it up to him but I wouldn't enjoy one second of it.

"No I'm not. Im frustrated with you." Again, ouch.

"Zane if this is about earlier I didn't-"

"No its not about you leaving me hard. Its not always about sex Riley." Cut off again, damn he's really pissed.

"Then what is it ab-"

"Its about how you ignored your mother when she came here from all the way from Dallas. She came here for you and you would've kicked her out if I hadn't come home, this isn't the Riley I fell in love with. She would've understood her mother, you didn't even care enough to listen to her story. Just judged her off of her coming to you so late, its better late than never Riley. You shouldn't have done that, you know I'm here for you but this time I can not be on your side, I don't agree with you." Shocked and betrayed I staggered backwards, not being able to say anything I just nod later realizing he didn't see my nod, and left the kitchen.

I later realizing while I was grabbing a pillow and a blanket that he didn't see me nod. I was coming out of the room when I saw Zane coming up. "Your not sleeping on the couch Riley, we can work this out."

"This isn't for me, its for you." I push the objects into his arms and left him confused on the stairs alone. I was walking down the stairs when I felt a tug on my arm. "Babe listen to me.."

"No I'm done listening, you've said a lot in the kitchen I don't know how you have even more to say. Don't you think you've said enough." I actually thought he would understand where I'm coming from. After all he's from a broken family, I'm from a broken family perfect right?

"Im sorry." He pulls me in trying to kiss me but I quickly open my eyes from the long sigh and dodge him. I pulled my hand away from his grasp and staggered away to the basement. The basements like a relaxing cool place, not some serial killer with some disgusting smell. Since Zane is the CEO of his company, we got pretty lucky and rich, like very rich. He wanted me to work there with him but I couldn't, I have a rule, there's no way I'm mixing business with pleasure because in the end one or even both gets ruined. And I for one would like to come home to peaceful night. I do some part time jobs to contribute to the expenses but I don't have a permeant life lasting job, I have basics studies so me becoming doctor, nurse, teacher, engineer, is far out of line.

Our basement is covered with pure white leather sofas, a 65 inch flat screen tv, an amazing ass sound system and if you open up the curtains you get the view of the beach right out our house. Zane was coming down the stairs with flowers in one hand and my favorite candy in the other. "Zane.." I said as I walked towards him. "Im not mad but buying my love isn't going to fix any of this."

"Look babygirl, I know what I said was wrong but you can't blame me. You've told me to be honest ever since we were little, and I was being honest!" I hate this. Its probably like 7 right now and I just wanna crawl in bed and deal with this tomorrow. Going to sleep at 7pm is something new but any way I can get out of the situation, I will gladly do it.

"Ok yea your right. I did say that. But you didnt have to be brutal with me, you should've understood where I came from. I really did think you would understand! So what my mom came after 18 years, it took her 18 years and its too late. Ive said this before and Ill say it again, I'm not interested to spend time with my supposed family. Im old enough to care of my self and I don't need her-"

"And I do understand that! But after all these years you don't want answers? You just want to accept what happened and ignore any chance of getting a chance of finding out why they gave you away? If I was in your place-" I just wanna have makeup sex and just forget this.

"But you aren't in my place!" I broke down crying once again and Zane placed his gifts on the table next to the sofa and hugged me tightly.

"Babygirl Im really sorry, I know I'm not in your place but that doesn't mean Im not in your life. I can help you make decisions." He was using the guilty voice. I knew he was telling the truth, I could tell how much he cared for me. I decided to end this and not fight anymore, any more fighting can cause stress and health conditions that could be pretty life threatening over time if we don't fix this.

"Yea your right once again." I lightly chuckled to levitate the situation to a better place. I pulled back and I was facing him now. I could see his dark brown curly hair that looked like brown because of the light behind him, his beard which actually turned me on. Staring into his blue eyes made me have chills all over me, he leaned into kiss me and as much as I didn't want too I knew if I dodged this kiss I wouldn't be getting anything anytime soon. Crazy right? Not wanting to kiss a crazy hot guy there's clearly something wrong with me. I don't know, this whole thing with my mom has actually throwed me off real badly.

I pull back before he had the chance to take off my clothes and told him I was going upstairs to make dinner. The whole day was just awful and I can only pray tomorrow will be nothing like this at all.

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