I Lied (I lied) 

I'm sorry, my bad. 

I was never over you. 

I love you. 

God, I love you. 

It was cold, I wasn't expecting you to appear. 

I forgot that I adored your smile. 

I suddenly remembered how much I ached for you to be near me. 

I missed you greatly. 

Sadly, I believe you disregarded me. 

But for merely a moment, your attention belonged to me. 

How I shut out the way your hugs felt. 

I regret not embracing you each time you came to me. 

You came to me, a vision of blue, each and every time. 

I lied. 

I won't put you out of mind. 

I can't. 

Your eyes. 

Your eyelashes. 

Your angelic yet devious smile. 

Your soft lips. 

god. 

Your lips.

Your affection.

How could I not have so much passion towards you? 

I fell for you once before, I fell four times today. 

On the ice, it was slick. 

With the skates. 

In the cold. 

With all the others. 

You're beautiful. 

You are perfect. 

Love. Love. Love. 

God, My heart. 

My body just might implode. 

I lied. 

But not about rising into compassion with you. 

I lied. 

To myself. 

About not wanting you. 

                                                            Ariah Diane C.