I know it's what's best for you.

I know you'd be better off.

I know youd be much hapoier.

But it hurts me because im soft.

Im plyable and easily manipulated.

I fall in love so easily.

I'll miss ypu when you're gone.

I know that i will.

I will miss your smile and your laugh and all the hugs you gave me.

I'll miss your hands and your head, and your comforting arms to lay in.

I'll miss going swimming and going to the cliff.

I'll miss everything that you did.

And even if you told me thatcyou were never coming back

Id still wait for you

Every moment of every day to come back

To return.

Because i cant just tear you out of my heart because i want you to stay there.

My feelings are so great and im becoming weary I can't breathe and the weight is getting heavy.

I dont know how to let you go or how to let you leave.

I cant stop myself from crying whenever you're around

Because all i can think about is the ansence of your sound

The absence of your body

The absence of your emotion and everything wothin you.

I cant not think about you.

You're my closest friend and i dont want you to leave me behind.

But i understand tou were never meant to be mine.

If you love someone, set them free.

And if she comes back to me maybe the pain will end.

Maybe the hurt will stop.

Perhaps not.

Maybe i will feel abandoned.

Ill probably hate myself.

Because i knew there was no way i that i could help.

I wish i could fix all your problems.

So that you could stay with me.

But i want yoy to be happy, so that's the way you'll be.

Ariah Christman