Sequoia

Unable to keep my focus on the work in front of me, I groaned and leaned back in my leather rollie chair which I love. I've been too caught up in thinking about Justin actually being married to Penelope. That explains the similar names, and how I never got to see where he lived, also the way he'd scowl at his phone whenever it vibrated around me.

Justin was the asshole of a husband Penelope spoke about, he was the one that would never want to be around her and he was the one that didn't want to have kids with her (which I was lowkey thankful for). Justin was the asshole that Penelope described but it didn't seem to fit him.

He was always a sweetheart to me, he always made sure I was pleasured before he worried about himself matter of fact he spends more time with his head between my legs than I am on my knees for him.

I'm just being honest.

But anyways, I feel bad for agreeing to continue on with out little affair. Its totally not fair to Penelope because she loves this man while I'm deeply in like with him. Yes, I like him a lot and I'm not sure if its strong enough to call it love just yet. And besides I can't love a married man, it just isn't right. Just imagine yourself as the wife, staying at home and preparing everything for your husband while he's out fùcking a 22 year old woman who's simply a photographer.

Imagine how Penelope feels, yeah she's crazy but no one deserves to be cheated on.

I think I'm starting to rethink everything I agreed to these past few days, including the plans with Penelope and Justin. Yes, I will be spending a whole 2 hours with my boyfriend and his wife; Along with his mother and some other people. Penelope said I could bring a guest and the first person I thought of was Jade but she had plans of her own plus, she knew of Justin as my boyfriend and not someone else's husband.

And Daniel was definitely out of the picture, not because he knows Justin as my boyfriend also, but because he had a very bad habit of flirting with everyone. Last thing I needed was him taking someone's wife at a dinner party, again.

Then the last person I asked was Justin, well his friend Ryan. Although we didn't know each other well, from what I heard from Justin he was also going to the gathering without a date. So we agreed to go with each other and of course, Justin went protective mode. He set down some ground rules to Ryan the other day and it was very funny because they all went a little something like this;

Don't touch my doll

Don't breathe too close to my baby

Don't talk about anything to Sequoia, unless you're gonna give her a compliment about the soles of her shoes.

Wait, don't even do that because that would mean you were staring at her too hard.

Of course, they bickered about it as they sat across from me fully dressed in their uniforms. It was funny as hell though, two attractive grown men bickering in a booth about me in their tight dark blue uniforms? I know people would pay to see that.

I on the other hand
smile at the two the whole time, cooing when Justin furrowed his eyebrows and scrunched up his nose in frustration because I find it cute when he does that. I also find it cute that his voice gets softer when he's honestly confused.

I find everything he does cute, not even sexy , that word fits him too because he's also daddy as fùck most of the time but he's also like a puppy.

My puppy

I shook my head and smiled at my own thoughts as I bring myself down from seqland just as a few small knocks were placed on my black colored office door. "Come in! " I yelled, then hurried to pick up a random stack of papers and look like I was working just in case it was Fota.

"hey, its me! " Penelope said as she appeared in my doorway, I was a bit taken aback when I saw her. I wasn't expecting her, and I wasn't sure what the hell she wanted. How'd she know I was gonna be here anyway? "sorry if I interrupted you, do you mind if I talk to you for a second?"

"sure?" I said, well more like questioned. I sat the stack of random papers down in front of me and rose my eyebrow as she pulled a chair up to my desk. "What can I help you with?"

Penelope nervously bit the corner of her lip and held her cream Chanel bag in her lap, "I need a little advice, um" she struggled a bit, looking down at her shoes before glancing at me. "I need some advice." I hummed , signaling I was following along . "About, um, well. You're young and sexy, "

"Thanks?" I guess?

"I want Justin to want me again, I want to feel sexy." Penelope said quickly, I nearly choked on my own saliva. What the hell? "I know it seems ridiculous but he hasn't touched me in years." she rushed out, perching herself up in the leather chair. I wasn't sure how to react, so instead I just stared at her in confusion with my lips slightly parted.

"Um," clearing my throat , I shook my head and thought for a moment. Honestly, what the hell am I supposed to tell her? Dress up in sexy lingerie and wait for him to come home ? I think not, I'm not gonna help her. "penelope, isn't this a talk you should have with your sister?"

"Fota? Please, she hasn't had a man in months."

And you haven't had one in years, stop it.

Oh my god I need to stop being like this.

"Well, I'm not sure what to tell you..." I trailed off, looking down at my nails avoiding eye contact with her because its just weird for me. It really is. "I can't help you, sorry."

Its not that I couldn't help her, I just wouldn't because she's basically trying to seduce him into bed. But I doubt that would honestly happen.

"Cmon, please? What do you do to keep your boyfriend satisfied?! " Penelope asked frantically, almost desperately, wow she really wanted my help. She quickly sat her purse on her seat after she stood up and stared at me with pleading eyes. "What do you do for your boyfriend? "

You mean your husband?

We do a lot of things

I'm such a bitch.

"its kinda personal but," I paused, letting out a small sigh before I finally decided to give in. I'm so stupid, but sometimes whenever I feel bad for someone I always feel obligated to do something for them; That one of my huge weaknesses. "I'll help you," Penelope squealed, walked well, ran around my desk and pulled me into a hug. I awkwardly hugged her back, feeling uncomfortable because she was touched me.

"I can't wait!"

I feel like I'm gonna regret this

For what seems like the 500th time today, I sigh inaudibly and plastered a blank expression on my face as I stared into space. I don't why I did it, but I gave Penelope the simplest advice I could give her and sent her on her way. Now, I get that I'm practically pushing Justin into her arms but I high doubt that he would even fall for her trap.

I know he won't.

It was now nearing the end of the day and I hadn't even looked at my phone since Penelope had stopped by, which had to be at least 5 hours ago. She stopped by my office at 2 or 3pm, and stayed for 30 minutes while we somewhat talked. All she did was speak about the women that she called her friends most of the time, saying how they'd be attending the dinner party tomorrow night. When she left I was more than relieved, Penelope thanked me again for the advice; claiming that when she got home she'd be waiting for Justin.

I had to hold back my scowl.

I hate that sometimes when I want to be a bitch, I can never bring myself to do it because I'm a nice person.

Sorta

Whatever

I rolled my eyes at my own thoughts and reached across my desk to grab my phone, I clicked the home button and it illuminated. I almost choked when I saw that I had over 30 notificatons, all from justin and one from Ryan which read:

Lol, what color r u wearing? That'd b cool if we match, eh?

Laughing and shaking my head, I replied:

No Ryan, we aren't matching. Its not prom. lmao Weirdo.

I quickly exited out of our conversation and clicked on Justin's 30+ messages. My lips curled into a grimace as I stared at the messages, they were all along the lines of what the fùck Sequoia? Or how dare you? One of them really caught my eye, it was the last on which was just sent, I didn't even notice his bubble that indicated he was typing.

From Justin (8:02pm) :

Sequoia, I expected better from you. I know you don't like Penelope but I didn't know you'd stoop low to embarrass her like that. I can't believe you, I thought you were more mature than that.

Utterly confused, I thumbed a quick response asking what did he mean? I didn't do anything to that woman, how could I embarrass her when I was at work literally all day. Besides that, I would never intentionally hurt her and all I did was give her simple advice that any woman could do.

I clicked on his contact and pulled the phone up to my ear, he obviously answered on the 3rd ring. "hello" his low raspy voice said through the speaker, he sounded annoyed almost and I knew that we wouldn't be ending this call on a good note.

"Uh, hey, I was just calling because I wanted to know why exactly were you sending those messages to me?" I asked, playing with a stray pen on my desk as I waited for him to continue.

Justin sighed on the other end, clearly angry "You, we'd you do that to Penelope? I usually don't care what she does, but this time I do because you embarrassed her."

How ?

Justin continued as I stayed silent, "you told her to get dressed up for me and wait, I come home with a few of my coworkers to watch a football game and she's sitting there looking a mess. What the fùck game were you trying to play?"

Taken aback, I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. The fùck did he mean what game? I was giving harmless advice to that woman, I shouldn't have to since she's pushing 30 and should know these things. Penelope didn't own any lace or thongs, from what she told me and usually I don't judge but that's ridiculous.

"Justin, what the fùck are talking about?!"

"You know what the hell I'm talking about! You embarrased not only her but me. I know don't like the fact that she's my wife but damn, you didn't have to do her like that." his voice was getting louder and louder with every word he spoke. "you purposely made her look like a fool, you know she isn't cut out for all that slutty shit like you!"

You fùcked up, you really did justin bieber.

"What the fùck?! I know you didn't call me a slut, fuck you Justin. You and your boring ass wife can go fuck each other! All I was trying to do help her ass, and she wouldn't need help if you weren't being a slut yourself! " I spat loudly, I was thankful that the office walls were thick and no one could hear me yell into my phone like a madwoman

"No, you're just jealous Sequoia! " okay, I would like to know where he was pulling this information from because never in a million years would I be jealous of that woman. "she has my last name so you would do anything to get her out of the picture!"

I swear I'm hanging up after this, he's pissing me the fùck off.

"Listen white boy, this isn't some white ass lifetime movie about the obsessive side chicks! I would never be jealous of Penelope, she can have your scrub ass because I'm done with you. I would never ever ever be jealous because she has your last name, who the fùck do you think you are? King Arthur or something? Fuck outta here! You're not special you're just a simple cop with a weak ass stroke game."

Since Justin said nothing, he grumbled on the other side of the phone; I continued to speak. "And did I say I was done? Yeah I am done with you, don't speak to me tomorrow. Yes, I'm still coming tomorrow. You're lucky enough to be graced with my fùcking presence tomorrow. Bítch. "

I angrily pressed my thumb on the screen, hanging up in his face. Baffled that he would even assume I would sabatoge that woman purposely, I would even stoop so low and be petty like that. Being petty never gets you anywhere and I think girls my age don't get that.

I was also angry at the fact that he openly called me a slut, which was unnecessary. Slut shaming is stupid and it shouldn't be a thing, the fact that he would willingly call me out of my name because I dress and show more skin was honestly rude. Or maybe he called me a slut because I enjoy sex, with him.

I don't know, but justin had no right to call me a slut especially when he's been cheating on his wife with other women for years.

Hypocrite

I angrily packed up my things so I could leave, stuffing random papers into my filing cabinets and snatch up my hand bag off of the black steel coat hanger. At one point I even growled, god Justin pissed me off so bad.

He actually thought that I needed him, like his last name would be the best gift I've ever received, like I'm so lucky to be with him. And technically, I wasn't even with him, apparently I was a glorified sidechick. Not anymore, I'm done with him.

I don't need him

If anything, he needs me

***

The constant buzzing of the doorbell rang through my condo and I was growing tired of it. My black red bottoms clicked rapidly against the floors since I was basically jogging towards the door. I held my robe tight against my body as I unlocked and yanked the door open.

"I should've known it was your annoying ass ringing my bell like that." I teased Ryan as his finger hovered over the bell, looking like he was gonna press it again.

"Oh shut up and let me in." Ryan grumbled, I stood to the side and let him in. I hummed in approval at his choice of clothing, he actually looked really good. I was surprised because every time I saw him he was in his uniform. "You have a nice place, are you rich? If so can we date? I'm broke."

I laughed and closed the door behind me before walking over to him, "No we can't date and no I'm not rich, stop it." walking over to the cabinet where I stashed alcohol and other things. "Want a drink?" I held up the bottle of henessy in the air, Ryan nodded and walked by my side.

"I'm gonna need 1 or 5 for tonight, just so you know its gonna be a mess." I nodded in agreement as I poured Ryan a glass then one for myself. "Penelope loves throwing these things every year and they never turn out right. The only thing I enjoy about them are the temper tantrum pen throws when they fail." he chuckled a bit to himself before bringing the glass up to his lips and took a sip.

"Oh wow, " I said simply before taking a big gulp of the alcoholic beverage. Ryan eyes my clothing suspiciously, I guess he was just now noticing I had on a bright pink silk rob because the color didn't make it stand out at all.

Notice the sarcasm.

"and you're not dressed becauseeeee?" he drawled out, I rolled my eyes and without saying another word, I sat my glass down and wisked him away to the back. I need help picking out a dress so ryan was my only option right now. "and you're taking me to the back? I'm not that kind of girl Sequoia. "

Oh my god, this guy was something else.

I snorted as I pulled him passed the threshold of my doorway, my bed had 5 different dresses and all of them were either burgundy or black, there was one forest green one with slits on the side that reached my thigh but I wasn't sure about that one.

"Pick one for me," I told him as he looked at me confused, he hesitantly walked forward and inspected the dresses.

"That one for sure," he said finally pointing to a dress that I loved, but seriously debating because I wasn't sure if I wanted to wear it. The dress was black and fitted so it would really out line my body structure, it was also backless. "The other ones won't break Justin's neck like this one will because I know thats what you're trying to do."

That was not true,

Maybe, just a little bit.

I scowled at him at pushed him out of my room so I could get dressed and if I didn't hurry, we'd be late. I quickly threw the robe off my body and stepped into the dress, since I did my hair and makeup earlier I only grabbed my small clutch with my phone. The clicking sound of my heels could only be heard as I rushed out of my room.

"Bottoms up!" Ryan yelled before tilting the bottle of henessy up and chugging it down. Same Ryan, same. "I don't know why I did that but I'll regret it later, " he stated after he sat the bottle on my table, his back was facing me so he turned and took in my appearance. "You look stunning, if you weren't Justin's I'd hit. "

"Yeah, if I let you. I don't like boys."

"I'm older than you, you're like 12 now come on. Justin won't stop calling me." he complained while he basically dragged me out of the door.

I was glad that Justin's house wasn't that far from mine, it was like a hop, skip and a jump. Before we knew it, we were at our destination. I think it was only short because the whole time Ryan and were joking or debating about something stupid. He's a very likable person, we basically have the same interests and that's scary.

"Oh my god I don't want to go in here," I admitted, I rubbed my temples slowly while Ryan and I sat in front of their house. I turned to ryan and looked at him with a serious face, "Do you have a blunt?" Ryan sighed, mumbled yeah before reaching for the compartment in the middle, I gasped and giggled. "I'm kidding, damn. Officers of the law don't partake in illegal drugs."

"Shhh, come on let's go." ryan chuckled before getting out of his car, I gathered my things while Ryan actually rushed around to open my door. Such a cliché gentleman, I love it. I polietly took his hand and he helped me out, I muttered a small thank you and started to walk towards the door but Ryan stopped me. "Uh, don't you uh, think we should act like a couple to seem more um, believable? "

He had a point.

I shrugged and took his large hand into my small one, we walked up to the door and rang the door bell. Ryan relocated his arm to my hip and gave it a squeeze before the door opened , Penelope appeared with a small smile and by her side was Justin Bieber. Justin was glaring at Ryan's hand on my hip and I saw his fist clench by his side.

"oh my god, welcome! I thought you were bringing your boyfriend!" Penelope said, confused as to why I was with Ryan.

"This is my boyfriend. " I smirked, then watched as Justin's jaw clenched boy was he pissed, he looked like he wanted to just snatch me up. His eyes bore into mine as I stood too close to Ryan, I know I said I wasnt gonna play the petty game but tonight was the perfect night to play it.

I just couldn't pass up this opportunity.

This should be fun

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Hi guys,

Let me apologize for all the cussing in this chapter

Sikeeeeeee

I love this chapter because it reminds me about what happened to me and my now ex boyfriend.

That bastard was cheating on me the whole time and I didn't even know. We were together since freshman year, 4 years yo, fow yeahz.

I'm Penelope in a way, minus all the idiocy and craziness. I was just clueless, but I found out.

Fùck that nigga

Anyway, how do you guys like this chap?

Oh and and andddd read bjgermain story, a teacher's seduction if you haven't ! It really great.

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