Justin

"And while you were at work, or wherever you were, my friends were keeping me entertained. " Penelope droned on about yesterday's barbeque, it was annoying but all I did was mutter small mhm every now and then. I wasn't playing much attention, only focusing on the newspaper on the oak wood table in front of me the headline was something about the upcoming election and how Trump was the most popular candidate. "It was nice, and my friend the one I told you about. Sequoia? She came by."

Once she said Sequoia's name, my attention was on her. I haven't properly spoken to Sequoia since yesterday and I kept texting her to see how it went even though her replies were only one worded goods , fines or okays. And that definitely wasn't her, Sequoia is the type to send you a whole essay in MLA format just on how her day was, so the simple replies are very suspicious.

"Yeah, I remember. What about her?" I asked skeptically, sitting my half empty coffee mug on the table. Penelope stood from her seat and took her now clear plate into the kitchen, I watched her intensely because I wanted to know if she knew anything about Sequoia and I.

"She's interesting, her mouth is something else. She actually talked back to Kathy, no one does that." penelope said in a surprised tone, of course Sequoia would come here and talk shit to these snobby ass girls penelope calls her friends. "but the thing is she asked where the bathroom was and she never returned. "

Oh? She told me it went well though.

"Maybe she wasn't feeling well and went home." I shrugged, she probably just wasn't feeling them and decided to leave. Sequoia isn't the biggest people person, I would leave too if I was around those nosey ass women. I doubt there was anything seriously wrong with my doll, even if there is I'll see later on because I'm stopping by her condo later on today.

"You're probably right but it's kinda rude to leave without telling anyone." Penelope turned to face me with a frown on her lips, she looked upset at the fact Sequoia left. "She wasn't even here a whole 15 minutes, I wanted to give her a tour of the house too."

I'm glad you didn't , I don't want her to see anything that she isn't supposed to see.

But, Maybe there was something wrong with her, I pulled out my phone and decided to step outside to make a call to Sequoia, if she didn't pick up I'll definitely have to stop by.

"hello." a deep voice answered, my face instantly scrunched up and I pulled my phone away from my ear to make sure I clicked Sequoia's contact name instead or Ryan's or Ethan's. Does she have another dude over her house? Why the fück is he answering her phone?

"who the hell is this? And where's Sequoia?" I asked angrily, she isn't supposed to be having male company. I'm her boyfriend and I'm the only one who should be answering her phone like this.

I heard a few snickers followed by whispering on the other side, I couldn't hear anything that was said but I did catch a female voice saying something along the lines of stop playing around. "she isn't available right now." The voice finally said with a breathless chuckle at the end. "she's very busy now."

"bullshit," I spat, holding my phone between my shoulder as I dug into my gray sweats for the keys to my car. "What do you mean she's busy?" I retrieved my keys and jiggled them in my hand, I was surely going to stop by early if this unknown dude wouldn't give me the answers I wanted to hear.

There was a short pause and the person on the line, I heard someone moan loud and clear there were a few grunts followed right after. "Lets just say, her mouth is occupied at this moment." they said quickly then the line went dead, what the fùck?

I quickly stuffed my phone back into my pocket and stared at the ground in confusion. The fùck did he mean by her mouth is occupied? Is she cheating on me? If she is then I'd be pissed, I'll go fùck up who ever she's cheating on me with. She can't cheat, I don't cheat on her.

I surely don't consider being in a forced marriage as cheating, call me stupid but I don't. I don't fùck Penelope, I stopped messing with women I pull over, and I definitely don't mess with any of my female coworkers anymore. It just isn't, right, I'm technically faithful to that woman and she's over there right now fùcking me over.

"Fùck this," I mumbled to myself then began to walk towards my car, this girl is gonna be the death of me. I'm not gonna sit here and do nothing about the situation, if she's over there cheating then I'm gonna beat the guys ass and then probably fùcking leaving her.

I quickly opened the drivers door, got in and started the car. I didn't care about a seatbelt, mainly because I am a police officer myself and I don't care about getting a ticket. Pressing down on the gas peddle, whipped out of the driveway and sped down the street to Sequoia's place.

I was happy it was only about 20 to 25 minutes away from my home, but the way I was speeding made it less than 15 minutes away. Give or take, it took me 12 minutes to get here. Yes, I counted, I had to. I quickly walked into the building where Sequoia stayed, ignoring the greeting from the doorman. My pace was very fast, I didn't bother taking the elevator because she lived on the 4th floor and I needed the workout.

Before I knew it, I was in front of the foor to her condo. I hesitated my next move because I didn't want to use my key, I don't wanna walk in on something I didn't wanna see. "open this damn door Sequoia! " I yelled, banging on the door as if I were the police; in which, I am. I waited patiently, almost, my eyes darting around the hallway then back to the black door as it opened up. A girl appeared in the doorway, she was tall almost taller than me and her skin was tan, her hair fell around her shoulders in a wavy state. She looked like a Latina and I felt like she was gonna give me a problem, Latinas and black women always came with the most fiesty attitudes. They're beautiful so their attitudes were worth it.

"may I ask why the hell you're banging on this door like you've lost your damn mind?" the girl asked with a scowl on her face, her eyes scanned me up and down. She's kind of intimidating but she had soft features, that didn't stop me from being angry.

"Wheres Sequoia? " I peaked over the girl's shoulder to find a guy sitting on the couch, looking at the door with a confused expression. "I need to talk to my girlfriend." I looked back to the girl and noticed that her eyebrows rose a small smile was on her face.

"you're Justin?! " she gasped smiling even wider when I nodded my head. "oh my god, you are older. But damn you're sexy as hell." she looked me over again before stepping aside to let me in. "she's in the back , she might be still searching for her phone but my guyfriend and I hid it from her." she giggled and shook her head a bit, "Excuse my manners, I'm Jade. "

I nodded, furrowed my eyebrows and stepped futher into the condo, the same guy who was sitting on the couch was getting up to approach me. He was tall but lanky, he barely had any muscle and he made me look like a muscle head next to him. I am larger than most people I know, especially Sequoia, she's like a small woman. But anyway, I could totally beat this guy's ass if I wanted to.

"Hey man, I'm Kevin. Jade's boyfriend. " he said and stuck his hand out, his voice was the same one I heard over the phone. He's the one that answered her phone and he's Jade's boyfriend?

Wait so, Sequoia isn't cheating on me.

Everything is good.

I slapped my hand against his and brung his chest to mine quickly "I'm justin man." I said lightening up from my bitter mood, I can't believe I was pissy over a phone call. I'm not usually like this, what the hell?

"He's not my boyfriend but uh, I'll go get seq." she said softly then began walking to the back, yelling Sequoia's name obnoxiously then seq replied with curse words, the sound of them bickering was clear. Kevin chuckled and I awkwardly, stuffed my hands into my sweatpants and snickered a bit. Moments later Jade came running out from the back laughing and telling Kevin to hurry up, they quickly gathered their things and rushed out the door. "Bye white boy!" Jade yelled before shutting the door, I laughed and turned towards the footsteps running in the same direction.

Sequoia appeared with an annoyed expression on her face, she was dressed in a large shirt that reached her knees and her hair was in a messy bun. She looked cute, my cute doll. "Dumb hoe," she mumbled then turned her attention on me, I smirked at her but she only scowled . "Now, what the fùck are you doing here?" she spat, looking at me like I was the scum of the earth.

I slightly jerked my head back and placed my hand over my heart playfully, someone was pmsing. Her eyebrows were rose expectantly, awaiting my answer. "I just came to see my girlfriend, is that too much for you?" I asked , amused because I couldn't tell if she was actually mad or not.

"You mean, side hoe?"

"Wait, what do you mean?"

"You know what the hell I mean!" she yelled, walking around all the furniture that stood as obstacles to get to me. Sequoia looked geniuely pissed and I wasn't sure why, I didn't do anything wrong.

"Babe, I honestly don't.... I didn't do an-" I was cut off when I felt Sequoia's small hand connect with the side of my face. Although her hands are little, that shít hurt and I'm sure there's a mark on the side of my face. When I looked back at her, her eyes were glossy and her chest moved up and down.

"Do you think I'm stupid?! Did you not think I'd find out you have a fùcking wife?!" my whole body tensed and I was no longer confused, she knows. I can't believe it, I wanted to keep it away from her as long as I could and it actually got out. I should've known better than to let Sequoia go around Penelope, I should've kept her away. "You had me thinking I was the only one! Justin, I don't think you realize how serious the situation is!"

I was silent, I had nothing to say. I'm not sure if I'm ready to explain the situation to her just yet but I knew I had to if I wanted to make things right. I took a deep breath and stepped towards her, but she instantly took a step backwards. Sequoia's eyes were still glossy but they were filled with pure hatred and anger.

"You have a whole wife at home!" her voice was strained and continued to take steps towards her but she took another one back, her legs hit the back of the table. "do you know how disgusting I feel?"

Her voice cracked and I felt my heartbreak, this was my fault. I'm the one bringing tears to her eyes when I shouldn't be, I should be holding her and making sure she's not in harms way.

"baby, come here. " I said softly opening my arms out for her, instead she just stayed in one spot with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry, please...." I moved closer and pulled her into my chest, as expected; she thrashed in my arms

"let me go, asshole!" Sequoia yelled, punching my chest with her small fists. I talked over her yelling, telling her to stop but her hand came in contact with my face. Grabbing her arms , I pushed her back on to the table behind her. My hair fell in my face as I hovered over her, I still felt the stinging sensation on my cheek and I knew there would be a mark.

"will you let me fùcking talk?!" I shouted, Sequoia instantly closed her mouth and stared up at me. Her dark eyes were staring at me expectantly while I tried to control my own anger, on top of that her underwear were very visible and knowing me; I get very horny at the wrong times. "Its a long story.."

"I have all the fùcking time."

Sequoia

Justin's firm grip was on my waist as I sat on his lap, in which I had relocated to. By now, I didn't mind being in his grasp, since he explained the whole situation to me. It's completely fùcked up , with a capital F. To think that he had to go what he had to go through is horrible.

As much as I wanted to hate him right now , I couldn't. I completely disregarded the fact that he lied to me for weeks because he explained why he was married to Penelope and how bad he wanted out. I think I might like him even more afterwards, but it still didn't mask the fact that he's married.

I slept with a married man

Oh if my mama found out she would beat me into a coma, wake me , then proceed to beat me to death. She hates cheaters, my dad was one. I say was because my mom kicked his ass to the curve , but he still tries to come back to her. I haven't heard anything from my mom that indicated he tried to come back again. Its funny anyway, my dad is the nicest guy in the world but he got caught in the women over in Europe; Something about them being beauties and irresistible.

Any who, I didn't know what I was gonna do with Justin now. I don't know if I want to continue with this , I wasn't too fond with being considered as a side piece. I'm not one of those girls, I admit I am a little out of control when I'm single but I won't be a side piece.

"Babe, I hope we can make this work." Justin's raspy voice cut off all my thoughts, bringing me back to reality. I stared at his hazel eyes and gave him a tight lipped smile, I wasn't sure what answer to give him. I didn't want to continue on with this, but then again I did. I didn't wanna give it up so soon.

"Justin, I don't know. " I sighed, looking down at my shirt that was bunched up around me hips. My underwear were very visible and I didn't mind, isn't like Justin hadn't seen what was behind the thin material many times before. "forced or not, marriage is marriage and I believe that each partner should be dedicated to each other."

Besides that, how would I know he wouldn't cheat on me? If he did it to Penelope for years, wouldn't he cheat on me also? The idea of him cheating on me hurt, just imagine dedicating everything you have to someone and then just have them throw it away?

That shít sucks

"and I will be dedicated to you." he tried to persuade me . " I will, honestly. I barely sleep in the same bed as Penelope, if I do its because I'll be unbelievably tired from work."

"What about other women?"

"Why would I cheat when I have someone as beautiful as you in my arms?" he asked, he squeezed my waist and pulled me up so I was sitting a little more over his crotch. "No one compares to you."

I smiled a bit and placed my hands on his biceps, god he was so strong. "Fine," I said softly with a shake of my head, I wasn't sure what I was getting myself into but I'm sure it will be one hell of a ride. Justin groaned and breathlessly said yes before leaning in to my neck and placing soft kisses on it. "But you have to promise me one thing, "

"Anything baby," he mumbled into my neck, I almost forgot what I was going to say because Justin continued to kiss and bite my skin. he knew it was my ultimate weakness and he also knew I get extremely wet when he does it.

"Promise me we won't keep secrets anymore." I finally got out , Justin lifted his head and looked me into my eyes. He looked serious, which was cute, he looks cute when he's serious. He's just cute period.

" I promise." his tongue quickly darted out to lick his pink lips, his then flickered down to my visible underwear. "and I promise to fùck you if you remain seated on my lap half naked too."

I gasped and hit his arm lightly, even in a serious situation he was a horny fücker. "Justin, can we have a moment without you being a horny bastard?" He put his finger on his chin and looked me up and down before shaking his head while mumbling nope. "You're nasty."

"Yeah, you won't be saying that when my heads between your legs." with that , he quickly flipped me over on to the couch and gripped on to my thighs so my legs were open for him. The thin material of my panties was the only thing that stood as a barrier between Justin and my cünt. His large thumb traced over my pussy, and I shivered.

I hated how my body reacted to him, why am I like this?

I didn't even stop it

That afternoon, I had caved into the seduction of the married officer.

Again.

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Hi guys, this chapter is kinda rushed and it isn't edited

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Also, this week has been horrible

I hate school, with a god damn passion and I want to drop out but I need my education. Ugh.

But the next chapter will be better, I don't like this one..

I'm just tired

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