A Couple of Days later - Wednesday

"So have you seen him? How is he?"

"I haven't seen him but I bumped in to his Mom yesterday and she said she went round on Monday and by what she was telling me he's not doing to good, she said the place was a tip beer cans all over the place and he looks like he hasn't had a shave in a while"

When Brie was telling me how Roman was coping it hurt knowing that he wasn't dealing with it all that well, I just wanted to hang up, pack my bags and go home but in a way I didn't I just felt like I needed a few more days to think things through

"So when are you coming home Nik?"

"I don't know, I want to and I'm not going to lie I miss him but I don't want to jump back in to things just like that I want to take things slow...I want to start a fresh without starting from the beginning  if you know what I mean"

"I know what you mean Nik some people might not understand that but I do, so if you guys started a fresh and he proposed to you again would you say yes?"

"I probably would yeah, I mean me and Roman have been together for almost six years and when I met him I just had this feeling we were going to be together forever, married and have kids but as soon as he started working in that place my trust in him started to fade but I never stopped loving him, is that stupid Brie?"

"Not at all, so the question is what are you going to do?"

"I just need a few more days to think about things...I will call you when I have decided what I am going to do"

"Don't rush it Nikki ok, I'll speak to you soon I love you"

"Love you to bye"

After ending my call with Brie I scrolled through my phone, loads of pictures of me and Roman 

I needed to do a lot of thinking over the next few days, I just don't want us to go through this phase in our relationship again.

So I just want to say thank you to everyone who is reading this story, I hope you guys are enjoying it 

Questions 

Do you think Nikki should go back and should she take there relationship slow?

Does Roman deserve another chance?