I'm sorry but drama time.

I woke up to see Phil wasn't there.

He was there when I woke up the other times...

Was there a note anywhere?

I got up and looked around my room, no note.

Then I looked around the house, no note.

He had just left, no explanation. Nothing.

That thought made me start to cry so I depressingly trudged up to my bedroom.

I opened the window and climbed up onto the roof.

This was my place that I went when I was sad or just needed to think.

I had wished Phil never came into my life although I knew I didn't mean it.

Phil coming into my life made me happy and that I was thankful for. The sad was getting me back for the happy times.

I just needed to stay on my roof for a little longer to think.

I'll be better soon.

Hopefully.