I'm Scared Out Of My Mind

Dan's POV
I held Phil the rest of the night.

I never seen him have a nightmare so bad he left the house.

Phil is always such a strong person.

He snored softly in my arms. I brushed his quiff out of his face. I love every feature.

"Dan I look like trash!!"
"Phil you look amazing. Why else would you be called Amazing Phil?"
"I came up with that name..."
"Phil no need to be difficult. You get my point. I love you. You are always beautiful to me."
We kissed shortly.

Who was that man?
I heard footsteps running from Phil.
Phil squirmed a little bit, causing me to tighten my grip on him in a comforting way.

Usually he's the one who can't sleep. He usually held me.

"Phil I can't do this anymore! No one likes me."
"Dan they do like you."
"Phil you barely know me though. You met me a year ago."
He pulled me close as I cried.
"Dan you are worth more than anything I could buy."
"Even the Queen."
"What I can buy Dan. I can't buy the queen..yet"
I laughed my tears away.

Phil woke up hyperventilating, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Dan!!! Phil screamed.

I held him closer and felt his tears stain my shirt.

I can't stand seeing hum suffer.
But last time I asked he shoved me away.
Phil didn't look at me. He just sobbed in my shoulders.
My heart aches for him, but I was frozen in time.
"Phil we need to talk. Later ok?"
Phil just nodded with his face in my shirt.

I rubbed his back once more. He no longer was sobbing, just cuddled into me.

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Phil woke up eventually to me making breakfast.
"Hey bear." He said.
"Phil hi, whenever you are ready to talk please talk to me. I don't wanna see you suffer alone. "
Dan held Phil's hand gently.

Phil put his food aside.
"Dan I can't talk about it. I tried a long time ago to someone I trusted as much as I trust you and they wouldn't listen. They called me a liar and I can't handle that right now-"

"Phil I would never call you a liar-"
"DAN I THOUGHT SHE WOULDN'T CALL ME A LIAR EITHER SO I CAN'T-" Phil started hyperventilating. Dan pulled him close.
"Phil its ok. Just know I am always ready to talk."

Phil nodded.

I love Phil so much, and I'm so scared of what's going on. I have never seen him this scared.

I am scared too.

A/N back and I hope you liked it. Thanks for all the reads. This is ranking higher (check story description) and check out my Phan Parents Oneshots which reached #1 Phandom rank. So yeah. Byez

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