//lylia// - don't pay attention to the chapter photo-
"Honey, please don't do anything bad while we are gone, are you sure you wanna us to go?"
"Ill be fine mom, go have fun"
"Alright then" I hugged both of them as they left, we were outside they go a cruise.
After I see them go I start walking to the house, I lived by myself most of the time cause of my parents jobs.

My mom is the manger to a big company near the mall she drives like an hour to get there plus she works late a lot of the time and is always on call when she's not there, my dad works at the mall for a small store called "ByStander Boys" -its a music thing- he loves it he's really good at guitar and piano.

When I'm alone things get weird I feel like I'm being stabbed but I'm fine with that it doesn't hurt a lot but my mom found out and made me go to a therapist or what ever it's called, she helps sometimes but doesn't really understand why I refuse to take my mask off. She wouldn't get it, no one would, others don't know what it's like to be a freak or be in this much pain. I'm going to the mall I decided I guess I'll get food from there.

After walking a ton I get there the food court is at the 2nd floor so I might as well start looking around at other stores and make my way up, tiny voices,little comments it's all part of my day. I see people talking and staring at me it's nothing new but I'm happy I get to eat something that is not salad, my mom was on a diet so I never could eat fat food around her or at all. Fu....fudge I hate life the place I wanted got closed down so they went to another mall. God everything I like leaves me......uhhhhhh. I hate life.