I'm not quite sure how to start this out. Dear Diary? That seems so weird. It's not like the diary knows it's being written in. I think every day I'll just start with 'So, today...' That seems better. 

         So today...

         I have English first period, and there's someone that sits it in front of me that's really cute. But... he's a guy. I thought I was finally over the fact that I'm not special enough to be gay. Which led me to think, do you have to be special to be gay? Maybe I'm being dramatic. Maybe I'm straight. But then why is the guy who sits in front of me in English so hot? I'll get his name later. I'll probably be over it soon anyway.