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|| Tris ||
We kissed, but, there were no sparks like those damn cheesy flicks and shit. So this means there's nothing between us, huh?

"Tris..." I looked up at Nic. "I have feelings for you and all, I love you, but I'm not ready for a relationship yet and my feelings for you aren't like what you feel for me. I'm sorry....."

"I know. I knew from the start, but, I still wanted to give it a try. And since it didn't work, well, I love you too, so, I'll let you go." I said while holding her hands.

"Thank you for understanding." She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. I started to tear up, so I hugged her. I don't want her to see me like this, I just can't.....

"It's okay.... Don't be sorry...." I choked up a bit. After a few moments, I full on cried. I couldn't take it. My heart is aching so much... It's like, she stabbed me in my heart multiple of times.

I let her go and said, "Well, see you at the house??" "Yea..." She replied. I started to walk opposite from her while she did the same. But, instead of walking home, I ended up at a music store. I saw an acoustic guitar and bought it. Then I went to a nearby cliff and started to sing This is Gospel by Panic! at the Disco.

This is gospel for the fallen ones

Locked away in permanent slumber

Assembling their philosophies

From pieces of broken memories

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart

Their gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds

But they haven't seen the best of us yet

If you love me let me go

If you love me let me go

'Cause these words are knives and often leave scars

The fear of falling apart

And truth be told, I never was yours

The fear, the fear of falling apart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart 

This is gospel for the vagabonds,

Ne'er-do-wells and insufferable bastards

Confessing their apostasies

Led away by imperfect impostors

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart,

This is the beat of my heart 

Don't try to sleep through the end of the world

And bury me alive

'Cause I won't give up without a fight

If you love me let me go

If you love me let me go

'Cause these words are knives and often leave scars

The fear of falling apart

And truth be told, I never was yours

The fear, the fear of falling apart

Oh, the fear of falling apart

Oh, the fear, the fear of falling apart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

The fear of falling apart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

The fear of falling apart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

The fear of falling apart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

The fear of falling apart

I stopped singing and decided to jump off. I left my guitar on the side and stood up. I contemplated whether this was a good idea or not. Either way, I said "fuck it" and was about to jump off when a group of people yelled, "STOP!"

A/N
Hey guys, it's Rei. And I'm back! WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO!

Anywho, I am sorry for the long break I know I said in four days but I couldn't find any sort of inspiration and I didn't know how to end this chap.

Also, me and Nic decided that we should end their date like this because of certain reasons I shan't tell you about.

And also, after finding about what Nic wanted, I couldn't find a way to end this.

So, I went to listen to Panic! at the Disco, Paramore and Fall Out Boy until I stumbled on the song This is Gospel.

That song is awesome and it gave me a lot of ideas since the lyrics "If you love me let me go" was the main one of them.

That song is so full of meaning so I advice you to check it out if you haven't.

I'll put the vid in this chap too so you guys will be able to listen to it while you're reading.

Also, very sorry for my very, very, very lame chapters. I'll try to do my best next time.

So until then, I'll see all your teeny tiny beautiful and handsome faces, next time. Bye!!! *winks*