"Wake up!" I heard and I groaned.

            "Go away Blaise." I mumbled and buried my face into what I thought was a pillow.

            "Are you guys gonna shag every night you're together?" Blaise asked and before I could answer, Harry's voice rang out.

            "If he's offering, yes." He sat and blinked a few times.

            "Oh good morning." I greeted him and Harry smiled.

            "Morning." He greeted.

            "Blaise, be a babe and put the tea on." I tried shooing him away but he smirked.

            "I would but I have a shoot this morning. I'm modeling a new line of Chuck Taylors." He said and I cocked my head.

            "I thought you were an actor."

            "Actor/ model. See you late Draco, love you." He said and I huffed.

            "Fine Blaise. Um love you too." I mumbled and he walked out.  I groaned and threw myself back at the pillow. Harry chuckled and he lied down next to me

            "You two are pretty close." He said and I scoffed.

            "Yeah. He's stuck with me. I can't get rid of him even if I tried." I said and he laughed.

            "Well I think it's great. I don't have that kind of friendship with anyone." He told me and I smiled a bit. I sighed loudly and stretched. I got out of bed, noting I was in boxers, and looked at him.

            "Coffee or tea?"

            "Tea is fine." He said and I smiled. I motioned for him to follow and he got out bed. He was also in boxers and we walked into my little dining area.

            "Are you hungry?" I asked and he shrugged. "Sit, I shall make you breakfast my prince." I said and then froze. I looked at him and gave a pained smile. "Sorry, I um-"

            "No worries." He waved a dismissive hand.

            "So what do you want for breakfast? I can cook a few things." I told him and he laughed lightly.        

            "Eggs?"

            "Eggs it is. I know how to make scramble."

            "Scrambled is fine." He assured and I nodded. I put the water in the kettle on the stove and then pulled out some eggs.

            "Did you sleep well?" I asked as I broke an egg into the bowl.

            "Yes. How about you?"

            "Fine." I told him and he nodded. I cracked two more eggs in the bowl and started to beat it.

            "When do you start? Tomorrow?"

            "Yeah. I'm nervous a bit but excited. LA is a beautiful city."
             "Yeah I like it here a lot." He told me and I nodded. "Maybe we can um go out again and I can show you around the city."

            "I'd like that a lot." I smiled. "How does Saturday sound?"

            "It sounds great actually." He smiled. I nodded and poured the eggs into pan on the stove. I quickly made the eggs and then poured the hot water into the mugs when it was done.  "So um did you have a nice night?" He asked me and I nodded.

            "Very much so thank you." I told him and he nodded.

            "I did too." He told me and I smiled sitting down next to him. "Excuse me if I sound weird and I totally understand if you don't want to go another a date but I really like you." He explained and I nodded. My pulse increased and I nodded for him to go on. "I just feel this connection to you I've never felt before with any other person."

            "This may sound weird but I feel it too."

            "You do?"

            "Yeah. I felt it from the moment I laid eyes on you." I told him honestly. I leaned in and kissed him gently. The kissed turned heated and I ended up dragging my hands through his hair. I moaned when I felt his hand slide down my sides. "Gods Harry."

            "Mm Luke." He mumbled and I shivered. Not in the right way.

            "Wanna fuck me?" I whispered and he groaned. He pressed his lip against mine and nipped at them.

            "Yes." He groaned and then pulled me up. We made it to my room and I turned quickly kissing him fiercely. He moaned and then pushed me back on the bed. He straddled me and I moaned. He grinded against me and I gasped.

            "Oh god." I shouted and he did it again. "Harry oh Harry!"

            "Luke." He moaned. He leaned down and kissed my lips gently while taking off our boxers. He lubed his fingers up and I tensed when one intruded me. He stopped and looked at me. "Have you ever bottomed before?"

            "Only once or twice."

            "Oh, I love bottoming." He admitted and then blushed. "Do you wanna switch?"

            "No please, need you inside me." I pleaded and he nodded. He moved the first finger slowly allowing me to adjust.

            "You good?"

            "Yeah go ahead." I allowed him to add a second finger. He moved them gently and then scissored them apart. I groaned as I felt myself being stretched. He soon added a third finger and then when I nodded, he pulled his fingers out. He rolled a condom up the shaft and then lubed himself up. He slowly pushed in a little bit and I grabbed his hand. "Oh fuck."

            "Are you okay?"

            "Getting used to it." I told him and then took a deep breath. I allowed him to continue and he pushed all the way in. "Fuck Harry, you're huge." I cursed and he let out a laugh.

            "Oh why thank you." He blushed and took his hand to stroke my cock.

            "Yes!" I yelled and he started to pump his hips. I moaned as he thrusted inside as me while pumping me.

            "Luke! God Luke you feel so tight. So great." He groaned. He was so fucking vocal and it just turned me on more.

            "Keep talking, god please keep talking." I yelled and dug my nails in his back.

            "Yes, feels so good. You feel so good." He pumped his hips faster then hit my prostate making me howl. I wrapped my legs around his waist and met his thrusts. He nailed my prostate over and over again. I came burying my face into his shoulder letting out a muffled scream.

            "Luke, oh Luke." He called and then bit his lip to muffle the cry. He panted a bit and pulled out tying off the condom. "God, sex with you is never boring." He tossed the condom and lied down next me.

            "You're amazing." I murmured and he laughed. He cuddled up to my side.

            "Thank you, you're pretty amazing yourself." He said to me and I closed my eyes with a smile on my face.

            "What time do you need to work tomorrow?" I asked him and he sighed.

            "I go in at 5am." He told me and I let out a chuckle.

            "That's around the time I go in." I told him and then opened my eyes. "I'm shadowing tomorrow and then I'm on my own after that."

            "Well hopefully you're good at your job." He said and I gasped.

            "Excuse you." I mocked offended. "I have you know that I am a very good doctor."

            "Then why do you have to shadow someone?" He asked in a teasing tone and I just rolled my eyes.

            "I'm gonna tickle you if you don't stop mocking me."

            "Ooo I'm shaking in my boots." He told me and I smirked devilishly. I rolled on top of him and he groaned. I straddled his waist and it may have been weird because we were naked, but I paid no mind to it. I danced my fingers up his ribs and he let out a yowl of laughter. "L-Luke!" He shrieked and I tickled harder. He was laughing so hard tears were streaming down his face. "S-stop!" He pleaded.

            "Tell me I'm a sexy beast." I demanded and he gasped.

            "N-no."

            "Say it." I moved my hands quicker and then lower making him gasp. "Say it Harry." I taunted.

            "Y-you're a... you're a s-sexy b-beast." He called out and I smirked. I stopped and then rolled off of him. "You're evil." He panted.

            "Only for you love." I smirked and he rolled his eyes. I lied down closing my eyes and then felt him shift. I figured he was leaving to use the bathroom when I felt a weight on me. My eye lids flew open and he smirked.

            "Pay back is a bitch." He told me and then proceeded to try and tickle me. Key word was try. I smirked as he danced his fingers down my ribs. He stopped and pouted when he realized I wasn't even flinching. He sighed and then pouted.

            "Ahh don't do that." I closed my eyes. "You look like a lost puppy."

            "Aww is someone sensitive?" He teased and I shifted so I was hovering over him.

            "Very. Now you owe me something." I told him and he smiled with a glint to his eyes. "Not that idiot."             I said and he stuck out his tongue in a childish manor. "You need to kiss me."

            "I just had my dick in your ass and you want me to kiss you?"

            "As simple as that Potter." I hissed with no actual venom.

            "Alright." He shrugged. He leaned up and pressed his lips against mine for a slow but sensual kiss. When we pulled away he was all flushed and he smiled. He took a shuddering breath and then sighed. "I should probably get going." He told me and I nodded. I got off of him and then got dressed. He dressed in his clothes from the night prior and I walked him to the flat door.  "So Saturday?"

            "Saturday." I nodded in agreement.

            "You'll probably hear from me sometime in the week anyway." He told me and I nodded.

            "Okay." I smiled and then I kissed him goodbye.

            "Goodbye Harry, see you later."

            "Goodbye Luke." He said and then left the flat. Goodbye Luke. Fucking pathetic if you ask me. I was a lie. A huge lie. He'll find out. Great the voices were back. He'll find out you're lying and then leave you. He doesn't even remember you. He doesn't know that you were his long lost lover. Give up Draco. Give it up. I shook my head trying to clear the voice. Harry looks happy. He was happy without you. You wasted away in the hospital while he was shagging some hot blokes. 

            "I-I just want to be happy." I said to the voice. Yeah but you're a lie. Pathetic. "I already know I'm pathetic." I sneered and then all my emotions flooded me. Anger. Self-loathing. Sadness. I screamed and pressed my palms to my eyes.  He'll find out and drop you. He'll never want anything to do with you. "I-I know." I sniffled and then started to cry. "H-he's going to hate me." I sobbed. I shook my head crying and I started to destroy things in the flat.

~~~

            "Draco?" I heard. After my breaking spree, I ended up in my bed covering my head with the comforter. "Drake, what the hell happened?" He asked. I just shifted and hid myself more. I heard him come in and then come closer to me. "Draco." He said softly.

            "He's gonna hate me Blaise." I told him softly. He peeled back the blanket and looked at me. His face was full of concern.

            "I can't tell you he won't be angry with you for lying but he won't hate you."'

            "How do you know?" I asked. "He was so happy. Is so happy. I wasted away in a hospital bed as he was enjoying life." I told him. He stared at me for a good minute before speaking softly.

            "Is the voice back?" He asked. I turned over so my face was away from him.

            "It say I'm pathetic and that I should just give up. But I can't." I told him and fresh tears surfaced in my eyes. "I-I've waited too long to find him."

            "I know Draco."
             "I've missed him so much Blaise. There was always this thought nagging in my mind that if I see him again, I won't still love him. I won't feel what I had back then. What I felt when I was a teenager but I do. When I laid eyes on him it was like I never lost him. Everything came flooding back."
             "I bet it did."
             "He feels it to."

            "What?" Blaise asked so I turned to face him.

            "He told me he feels this connection between us." I let him know. He wiped away the few tears that remained and I cried some more. I loved Blaise like a brother but I wanted it to be Harry comforting me. But he was the reason I was so messed up.

            "Did you do anything other than destroy the house?" He asked.

            "No." I told him.

            "Can I check?" He asked and I sighed. I nodded and slowly peeled the blanket back. I stripped out of my clothes prior to that and I was only in my boxers. Blaise checking for any marks wasn't unusual. He checked my front and then my back. When he deemed me fine and embraced me in a hug. "Why don't you just let him know?"

            "I'm in too deep." I told him. "I can't lose him again."

            "I know." He told me. "All you can do is wait it out then." He told me and I nodded. I buried my face into his chest and let out a tiny sob. "C'mon Draco. It'll be okay, I promise you it'll be okay."