Two days after we saw Harry's friends, he was still smiling. We were cuddling on the couch in my parents' house.

"It was just so nice seeing them. I've missed so much stuff Draco." He told me for the hundredth time.

"Harry?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah?"

"Do you want to move back here?" I asked. I was dreading the answer because I couldn't move back. I had a job in LA and needed to stay there. Plus I had just moved there and Blaise as well.

"I don't know." He sighed. "My family is in LA and I've been there for ten years. I have business down there and a friends. I may not have a job per say but I have a life. But here, I've missed a lot. All my first friends are here. The people who made me feel so welcome and loved." He said and then sighed. I sat him up a bit and looked at him.

"Harry... if you want to move back here. I will support you one hundred percent but I can't come with you."

"Why not?"

"I just moved to LA and I have a well-paying job there." I sighed. "I need to stay in LA."

"So if I moved back here, what would happen to us? Would be just break up?" He asked with hurt showing in his eyes. I gulped hard and looked at him sadly.

"I mean we could always try the long distance thing but I don't know how well that would work out."

"So you would abandon me?" He asked and I looked at him confused.

"What?"

"You wouldn't even try to make an attempt to move back here with me. One would think that since your family is here, you'd jump to the idea." He said snarky.

"Excuse you!" I shouted and pushed away from him. "I happen to have a life in LA as well."

"I am your life in LA!" He yelled.

"Not only you! Blaise is there and my job!"

"Blaise is practically never there! Plus you're not even working now! You can transfer here!" He shouted. Growling I stood up and huffed.

"Harry! I was transferred from the hospital here to the LA one! They didn't need me here but they need people in LA!" He mumbled something under his breath which made me scowl. "What?" I sneered.

"You owe me this much since it's your fault I'm in a wheelchair." He said and my body tensed. Look who's back. Now you've screw up. You made him useless just like yourself.

"Fuck!" I shouted shaking my head. "You know what?! Fine, fucking moving here without me for all I care. Maybe you'll find someone who has their shit together and can fully function enough not to get into an accident." I yelled. Without a word, I walked to the door as my dad was just coming from the store.

"Draco?" He asked.

"Fuck off." I sneered and stormed off. I walked mindlessly to where ever my feet would take me. I ended up at a small park. Not a playground but a park that was filled with trees and benches. I walked to one of the benches and sat down. I let out a sigh and hunched over. I placed my face in my hands and started to weep. I drowned out the voice in my head that was trying to break through by sobbing. Harry blamed me and I couldn't do anything because it was my fault. Harry deserved a lot better than me. I don't know how long I was there but it felt like awhile.

"Draco?" I heard and I looked up. Blaise was standing over me and was giving me a sad expression.

"H-he doesn't w-want me." I sobbed. He silently took a seat next to me and pulled me into his chest.

"He loves you Draco."

"He thinks it's my fault." I told him into his chest. "H-he want to say here."

"And what did you say to that?" He asked.

"I told him I couldn't." I sniffled and pulled away slightly. "He said that I owe him that much since it's my fault he's in a wheelchair." I said and he gently petted my hair.

"I think that your tempers were both up and you said some things you both regret. I don't think he means it. I mean, I know it's technically your fault." He trailed and I gave a small smile. "But I just think he felt hurt you wouldn't even consider moving here." He said and I just sat quiet looking down. He pulled up my chin and made me look into his eye. He wiped away my tears and said "But I understand why you can't and I'm sure he does too."

"How?"

"Because your dad and he called my phone after you stormed out. Harry was really upset that he let his temper get the best of him. He called me and we all went looking for you."

"How did you know where to find me?"

"When we were kids, we always came to this park. When Harry left, this is I found you." He said and I burst into tears.

"I-I'm so f-fucked up." I cried and he pulled me into his chest once more. He calmed me down and petted my hair.

"Draco, you're not. Just sick. Did you hear the voice again?"

"Y-yes."

"When we get home in two days. I am taking you myself to see someone."

"Okay." I agreed with no argument. He hugged me tightly and I held him. I took a deep breath and looked at him.

"Come on." He pulled me up and held onto my hand. He called Harry and my father to tell them we'd meet them back at the house. When he got there we walked in and I was immediately enveloped in a hug.

"Draco do not scare me like that again." Dad scolded. "Or use that kind of language towards me again. I understand that I'm you were upset but that is not a good enough reason. I hugged him back and nuzzled my face into his neck gently.

"I'm sorry." I apologized.

"Just don't let it happen again." He said. We pulled away and Harry was already near us.

"I'm so sorry Draco. I didn't mean to make you angry." He apologized. He grabbed my hand and kissed his gently.

"I'm sorry." I said. "I was angry and you were angry. Forgive me?"

"Only if you forgive me." He said and I smirked. I leaned down and sealed the forgiveness with a kiss.

"Okay since we have that settled, care to have some lunch?" Dad asked. "There's a new recipe I want to try from Harry's cookbook." He clapped his hands together and I grimaced but faked a smile.

"Let's eat."

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I was taking a shower with Harry. We weren't having sex, like for a few months, but I was helping him bathe. He was sitting in a chair in front of me as I was washing his hair. We were silent for the most part, none of us really saying a word. We made up but the way Harry just jumped at me earlier had me scared. What if he didn't want me anymore? What if he was tired of me? Or angry that I made him the way he is? Wheelchair bound and depressed.

"Draco?"

"Hmm?"

"You're scrubbing my head a bit too hard." He said.

"What? Oh um sorry." I took away my hands and allowed the water to hit it. I washed my hair and then helped him wash his legs. As I was washing his torso, his penis started to harden and I bit my lip. I ignored it and then stopped the water. I got out first and wrapped a towel around my waist. I stood Harry up and wrapped a towel around him then pick him up. I put him in the wheelchair and walked him into our room. "You want to go downstairs and watch the telly or stay up here?"

"Stay up here." He told me and I nodded. I dressed myself in boxers and then stood him up doing the same. I laid him down on the bed and then crawled next to him. He turned on to his side and I did the same. "What's on your mind?" He asked gently. "You've been quiet for some time now."

"Why did you get so mad at me before?" I asked and he sighed looking away.

"I just have a lot on my mind." He mumbled.

"You can tell me you know." I assured and he nodded but remain silent. "Come on."

"Are you attracted to me?" He asked and I looked at him curiously.

"Of course I am."

"Even if I'm in wheelchair?"

"Yes of course. Why?" I asked.

"Do you still love me?" He asked me ignoring my question.

"Of course I still love you."
"Then why haven't we made love since before the accident? Why have you barely touched me in that kind of way?" He asked as his voice crack. "I-I try to get you in the mood but you haven't touched me." Tears were working their way down his face. "I feel so unloved and unattractive."

"Harry." I breathed out. "I think you're the most beautiful man I've ever laid my eyes on. I love you an unbelievable amount."

"Then why won't you sleep with me anymore?" He asked me and I scooted closer to him.

Wiping away his tears I said, "I want to sleep with you don't get me wrong. I just don't know how to with you being injured and all. I don't want to hurt you any further. I don't think you can hold up your legs." He rolled over closer to me.

"Put them on your shoulders." He whispered and I shivered. His eyes were lustful so I licked my lips.

"Do you want to try now?" I asked and he nodded. I took a deep breath and nodded. I started to kiss him slowly and then it got hungry. I moaned in his mouth as his hands found my waistband. He slid my boxers off so I did the same to him. "Harry." I whispered.

"Draco."

"I don't have any condoms." I said and he looked at me with a torn expression.

"I didn't think of bringing them." He disclosed. "We can do without it."

"Are you sure?" I asked and he nodded. He grabbed my hands and put my fingers in his mouth to wet them. Finally he pulled them out and allowed me to stretch him after putting his legs against my shoulders. He winced slightly but allowed me to continue and then let out a moan. When he was prepped enough, I eased in to him. "Are you okay?"

"Go." He told me as his voice strained. I started to thrust and all speaking ceased for us. Which was strange because Harry was usually very vocal. I looked at his face and tears were in his eyes so I tensed.

"Harry, are you okay? Should I stop?"

"No keep going." He whispered. I grabbed his cock in my hand and pumped him. He let out curse. Tears were streaming down his face at this point and then he arched his back a bit. "Oh fuck Draco!" He cursed and came all over my chest. I felt the same feeling and went to pull out but he grabbed my arms. "Inside." He said and I groaned. I came into him and let out a curse. I sighed and the pulled out collapsing next to him. I grabbed some tissues and cleaned myself off.

"Are you alright?" I asked wiping away the tears that seemed to keep coming.

"Yes."

"Why are you crying?" I asked hugging him tightly.

"I'm just so overwhelmed." He told me. "I love you." He told me and I smiled.

"I love you too Harry. So much and I promise to always show you just how much I do." I told him and he smiled. He leaned in and kissed me. "Get some sleep. Goodnight." I told him. I fell asleep with a smile on my face feeling closer to Harry than I had in a while.