Yvanna 😾

7:56 AM

may sinabi ka ba sakin habang natutulog ako?

good morning, by the way

and thank you for last night

kain lang ako bfast then pasok na ko

why won't you be around today >:(

hoops

8:25 AM

teo

hoy totoo bang hindi siya pipi

Russ

Hindi ka na naka-move on diyan. Ayaw ka nga lang niya kausapin.

teo

bakit

totoo ba

kinausap na niya kayo

pano nyo alam

sigurado ba kayo

mali kayo

Russ

Kinausap na niya kami.

Ayaw niya lang sayo, tanggapin mo na.

Hoops, daan kami mamaya.

You good?

teo

WAE?!!! WAE!?!?!??

ok pause muna kay ronnie dy, hoops kung feeling mo binabalot ka ng kalungkutan ngayong araw, baka dati kang turon

Russ

Tworohn. Hahahahaha

teo

sabi nga ng kapatid kong saksakan ng arte

ano ba mas nakakatawa pa ba yon kesa sa joke ko hayop ka

Vargas

Yeah, I'm good.

Thanks, hoops.

teo

walang tumawa shibal this life ipatumba na natin si vargas bilang captain

nepo babies

8:33 AM

Alessandra

We love you, @chini @Vargas! See you both later.

kovi

rip tito jem

ace

condolences sah

ok ka lang chini

teo

epal

ace

ilugar mo yang kagaguhan mo, death anniv ni tito ngayon

teo

epal

katipunan, quezon city

chini

helloooo yes po kuya bradley heheh

thank you guys mwa mwa see you all later

Vargas

Thanks, guys.

Yvanna 😾

8:44 AM

Hey, you.

Ah, wala 'yon.

And don't miss me too much, but I have a family thing.

school, just parked

pasok kaaaa >:(

Hahahahahahahaha

Cute mo.

I might get to my afternoon classes but we'll see. It's my uncle's death anniversary.

fuck

now i feel fucking bad

Don't be, it's fine.

We're just gonna spend the day sa cemetery, dadaan din lahat ng tito tita ko.

okay

are you okay?

Yeah.

Thank you for asking.

Get your coffee. I don't want you plotting a murder within the next 15 minutes.

my target is this dude eating chips at freaking 9am. the crunch is so loud and the audacity is inspiring.

but fine. i have my coffee. i'm calm.

would be significantly calmer if you were here.

Yeah?

hindi na tangina mo

Hahahahahaahahaha

I wish I could see your annoyed face.

bat pa kasi namatay si tito mo parang ewan naman

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

shit sorry

lumabas lang sorry

i am so sorry. i can't believe i just said that. forget i said that. i'm so sorry tito.

i'm so sorry, it was in my head and then it was just out, i didn't even decide to say it

Fuck, Yvanna.

You're incredible, you know that, right?

huh

bat hindi ka galit

I've never laughed that loud before.

Everyone's always so careful around us during this day. Tiptoeing.

And then there's you.

You said that and I needed that more than I knew.

ok well

im still sorry nonetheless, but im happy you laughed

Can I be honest?

always

I don't

I don't even know him.

Like I know OF him, but I don't actually KNOW him. And everyone's grieving today, but I just feel bad that I don't feel it the same way.

Is that wrong of me?

I carry this man's name. I'm supposed to feel something heavier than this, right?

no.

You didn't even think about it.

you have the same name, but you're not going to feel it the way your dad does. he knew him, and you know of him based on what everyone else has been telling you.

that's not the same thing and it's never going to be the same thing. feeling disconnected today doesn't make you a bad person, it just means you're grieving someone you never actually got to have a relationship with.

Everyone keeps asking if we're okay today. If I'M okay, and I keep saying yes because I am.

I have his number behind my ear.

you can honor someone and still not know them. those aren't contradictory.

i think the name makes it more complicated. because everyone expects you to feel the heaviness and you do, you obviously do, but it's hard to grieve someone you only know through stories and a tattoed number behind your ear.

So I'm not a bad nephew? A bad son/person?

no

and even if you were hindi naman niya malalaman

🔒 @jyv

Tangina. How does she do this???

Yvanna 😾

9:07 AM

I miss you already.

e kung sapakin kita

chips guy is safe today

Chips guy needs to thank me.

And you need to listen in class.

Samahan ko muna family ko.

okay

Thank you, Yvanna.

I've never said that shit out loud before.

i know

How?

because you said it like it surprised you that it came out

jem, feel what you actually feel. not what everyone else is expecting you to feel.

I'm trying to.

Kaya nga tinanong ko kung pwede manligaw, ayaw mo naman.

Pabebe.

SHUT UP

GO GRIEVE TITO

I just told you I don't know how.

then go sit with your dad and figure it out. go. shoo.

Shoo? 😂

SHOO, JEM

Okay, okay. I'm going. 😂

Laters, Yvanna. 😂😂😂