hoops

7:49 PM

teo

par asan ka

hintayin ko lang matapos klase ni ate patambay naman o

Vargas

Sitting in a philosophy class. Hanggang 9 ako dito.

Russ

? We were done with all Philo subjects last year.

teo

gago kasama mo si yvanna noh

bat hindi mo ko sinama

Vargas

Yeah.

teo

bat ka lumalandi diyan

sama

Vargas

Anong gagawin mo dito???

teo

makikigulo

interesado ako kay Diskarte

Russ

SINO YON?

Descartes??????

teo

bobo mo naman russell, Diskarte nga

tsaka kay ano kay hagendaz

Russ

You mean Heidegger. Existence and being.

Haagen-Dazs is ice cream.

teo

ok Can't

Russ

KANT

teo

i Kant with you rn damn it

🔒 @jyv

Teach me how to not stare at you.

Yvanna 😾

9:56 PM

thank you for that and for dinner

but i can handle myself

Let's talk when you're home.

Take care driving, please.

okay, ikaw din

Yvanna 😾 shared her location

Thank you.

Yvanna 😾

10:16 PM

Blue na.

Yvanna 😾

10:31 PM

home

ligo lang ako, ok lang?

Yes, me also. Take your time.

Yvanna 😾

11:05 PM

hi im back, sorry natagalan

It's okay.

You feel better?

i was fine

Yvanna.

Don't piss me off.

😒

wala, a groupmate was just

she was right, but she was a bit harsh

Harsh?

Anong sinabi?

well

she called me lazy in front of half my class because i havent started my part sa group project namin na due monday pa

that i'm stupid, have a bad work ethic, and i don't care i'm costing her and my other groupmates. and she's not entirely wrong, she just can't get that me not starting the same time as her isn't the same as me not caring. and i can't explain that to her without sounding like i'm making excuses.

i dropped out of the group but it stung a bit

She called you all those things to your face?

Stupid???????

i zone out, remember

i blank out mid-convo, i forget stuff already discussed

which from the outside, looks like i'm not paying attention

That's not the same as you being stupid.

well

micah alvarez doesn't know the difference, does she?

jem, i promise im trying

I know, sweetheart.

but early deadlines feel fake to me. and i know that's not an excuse, but my brain cannot activate without a deadline close enough to feel real.

on the outside it just looks like im lazy and stupid and don't pay attention but on the inside, it's not that it's not there. it is, i think about it, i know what i need to do, but somehow that's not enough to make my brain start or to get my hands to do it yet. it's like there's a wall and it'll come down only when it's really, REALLY urgent already

it sounds like a bunch of excuses but it's the most honest explanation i have for why i am the way i am, and i hate that i can't fix it just by wanting to

im not making any sense

You explained it to me and it made complete sense. She just didn't want to understand.

Let's work on this tomorrow. I'll help you.

thank you for earlier

but you really didn't have to do that

Shut up.

You don't actually believe the shit she said, do you?

it's not like it's the first time someone's said it

How many times someone says something doesn't make it true, Yvanna.

You're none of those things and you know it.

...bakit parang galit ka

galit ka ba

A little. A lot.

sakin?

Malamang hindi sayo.

Actually, oo, onti sayo.

Don't let people who don't know you or have the decency to try and understand you have this much space in your head.

Nakakainsulto.

Di na lang ako ang isipin.

si landi

makahawak ka rin ng kamay ah!!!!!

Pa'no, dumudugo na kaya labi mo. Pasalamat kang hindi ko 'yan sinipsip.

ANO BA JEM

Hahahahahahahaahah

Also, you flinched when I took your hand. Ayaw mo ba?

ah. my heart rate spiked and my blood pressure dropped

So gusto mo.

Good to know. :)

Btw, I was listening to your interview earlier.

?? i didnt even know it was out already

i mean i knew it was today pero di ko na namalayan

It's considerably shorter than the AWBT one.

ah, nasingit ko lang to with marciano as support for the FMT piece

and listening where?

Kanina.

When you're not around, I like listening to your voice.

...what does that mean

It means when you're not around, I like listening to your voice.

di ko alam kung mababadtrip ako o ano e

Hahahahahahahah

I have a playlist of your interviews in my Spotify.

you what

why

I keep skipping Marciano, though. Naiirita ako.

He called you fascinating.

he called the questions fascinating

YOU made up those questions.

Actually, would it make you happy if I agreed to a Spotify interview?

sandale nawhiwhiplash ako

what

I can't guarantee not messing up my words. But I can ask Coach if he'll let me, especially since we're on a good streak.

why would you mess up your words

I already told you you make me nervous.

na hindi ko pa rin naiintindihan

bakit?

Why do you think, Yvanna?

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