"Episode 31 - Get high on sex."    

Last night was a cluster fuck. I nearly blew it with Elena with my pushiness. If she wasn't comfortable with telling me about her painful past, then I should wait. I certainly, didn't want to be the cause of her anymore sufferings. She didn't deserve that.

I was in my room the following night waiting for Elena to come when Jamie came, barging in like it was his damn room. I had plans texted Elena before, asking her to come to my room for a change. Her room was so far away from the security room that I needed to constant check in these days.

"Man, things just went from bad to worse." Luckily, I was still in my shorts and t-shirt so I quickly hid the toys under the covers and followed him out.

Capone looked absolutely fired up when we reached his study. He was cursing profusely at someone on the phone and from the looks of it he's just about had it with that person. My hand immediately grabbed for the gun on my back, making sure it was there just in case.

"What happened?" I whispered to Yashiko who looked perplexed as me.

"It's one of the Senators Darius Smith is blackmailing him into giving him retirement money. Apparently, he recorded the whole conversation and now he thinks he's in danger because Senator Mc O'Neal got caught. Incurrence policy." He explained.

If I cared for my future in the underworld, I would have recommended that I take him out. Break into his house, bypassing all the security codes like a ghost, slit his throat and get out. Recommend him donate to some new senator's campaign in the upcoming election and secure his political friends in the city.

However, I wasn't trying to make a name for myself anymore, quite the opposite, actually. I was planning on taking Elena and leaving for good. If I was going to kill, it would be for her, to protect her and her only.

"If you need do finish him, speak to Oliver, Jake's off duty. Oli can help you bypass the security and you can take care of the rest. Don't use your Kukri, it's will leave a distinctive mark, shoes, wear something common and gloves and masks. You know the deal." He nodded, seeming excited.

When Capone got off the phone, he didn't say a single word to us but dialled another number again. He spoke with someone called Dex and how he needed him here in NY, immediately. I quickly texted Jake, asking him for all the details about this Dex dude.

I waited next to Yashiko, wondering what the hell was going on. Dex said something that finally calmed Capone down. He dropped down into his leather chair, put the phone down.

"Anything we can do for you?"

"I need you to take care of Darius Smith. Dex is coming to NY, get someone to fix up a guest bedroom for him." He waved his hand around dismissively. I wanted to ask who Dex was but I was going to get a full work up on him soon, anyways.

I slapped Yashiko's back, encouragingly. The smirk on his face told me liked killing as much as I did. It was something you had to be born with or you'd never sleep at night. That obsessive need or desire to kill didn't have that tight grasp on me anymore. Even though knew it had transferred into my obsession with Elena, I didn't care. I actually preferred it that way.

I got the high that I needed when I was around her and specially when I was inside of her.

I didn't care for any reports or anyone for that matter. I went straight to my room to find my door semi open. She had a tendency of doing that, walking in when I wasn't there.

"If you keep sneaking in like that, I might have to hide my porn collection." I joked, what felt like after many years, when I entered the room, locking the door behind me.

She gasped, quickly turning in surprise, hiding what was on the bed behind her. Her eyes were wide with mischief.

"You have porn magazines?" I didn't. "That's so retro, maybe we can flip is open and find some fun and new positions?" She bent her knees and with a tilt to her lips and head, she smiled sweetly.

"I wish I could do that, would porn hub work?" I finally reached her, wrapped my hand around her waist to find the thing that she was hiding from me. I pulled her in, under my chin to look over her head at the object.

"Damn it, my height." She was trying to hide her phone. I pressed her thumb on home key, the screen illuminated to a picture of us. She was looking at photos we took of us. I gulped against her forehead, trying to contain my heart beat.

"Mmm." I made a noise from the back of my throat in acknowledgment because I didn't know what to say. I took it out of her hand and dropped it on the bed. My hands rested on her on her hips, her small hands grabbed onto my shirt. Intertwined, we just stood there with my lips on her forehead, her breath fanning the front of my shirt.

I didn't hold her with immense force, neither did she grab onto me with all her might. It was soft and tender, something that I was not but with her, I was willing to be everything and anything for her. She took a deep breath before leaning back.

"Are you okay? Did you have another tiring day?" She asked me so softly, so sweetly, with such pure tenderness and care in her eyes, that, at that exact moment, I knew that, this was it. There was no going back and no going forward without her.

My chest burned while I brushed my harsh fingertips down her soft cheeks.

"It's better now."

"That's a cheesy line." She shook her head, smiling.

"It's true." I sighed, wanting her to know the real me. "You know I used to have the thrust to kill, I never lost a wink of sleep over it but since I met you, I don't care about anything else." She leaned into me, no fear in what I confessed. "Yashiko is going to go and kill someone tonight, do you what kind of a thrill that would have given me before?"

"A high that can't be filled by anything else?" She understood. As twisted as this was, I was, she understood, nevertheless.

"And yet, here I am with you." I smiled finally. Truly happy to be with her. Not just content or high but truly happy.

"I can be your high." I shook my head to tell her about my thoughts when a light bulb flashed in her head. "OR, WE can get high and have CRAZY animal sex."

I laughed. Of course, she'd come up with that crazy but not a bad idea.

"You're such a bad influence." I chuckled, shaking my head.

"Mmm." She lifted herself on her tiptoes, offered her pink lips up to me. I took it without hesitation. My fingers weaved through her silky hair, her hand squeezed my torso. I wanted more. I needed to feel her skin. It'd been over two weeks when I was inside her, felt her tight core wrapped around my dick. Swallowing me whole.

We broke apart, gasping for air. "Do you know I jerked myself off to your pictures when I didn't see you properly for two week." She moaned, digging her nails into my skin. Tilting her head back, she grinded her pelvis on my thigh, shamelessly.

I dragged my open mouth down her cheeks, jaw, then settled on her neck. Feeling her pulsating carotid artery under my lips ignited flare in the pit of my stomach. It spread up when I sucked on the skin, making sure to leave a bright red mark of my claim.

Her hands attacked my hair and I threw her on the bed with me landing on top of her. She pulled at my clothes, used her nails to slice my t-shirt open. 

The ripping sound made me pause to look down at it. Amused, I returned my gaze back to her, to find her not even one bit apologetic. Instead, she threw her head back in an agitated stance.

"It's been too long Gabe. I don't even need foreplay, that's how ready I am for you." She dragged her nails down my exposed chest.

"Your wish, my command." I sat back, used my knees to push her thighs open. She was wearing a plain simple khaki green dress with exact same colour lace panties. Of course, she wasn't wearing any bra. 

Her hard nipple pushed against the top of her dress. I grabbed the torn materials of my t-shirt and pulled, until it came apart in pieces. Her eyes widened, aroused, she pushed herself up on her elbows.

An evil smirk took over my face. I gulped, lust clouding my judgement. I was finally letting the beast lose, the one I've always tried to hide from the world but contrary to what I thought, she was aroused by that side of me and she was finally going to see it. 

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