I woke to a quiet morning and looked beside me and saw my beautiful princess. I had no one in my family but her.

                                                           (Before Lisa was born)

"Kim you have to come to the party"Ashley shouted into the phone.

"I am tired ash"I replied trying to make an excuse

"Come on please. How can you not say yes?"

"By saying no."

"Kim you have to get out of the house.It's Friday night and you are at home doing nothing"

"I like it that way"

"Kim hot guys will be there and if we are lucky college guys too.You might get laid tonight"

"No thanks"

"No more begging. Get ready I am two blocks away get ready now or I will pull you out of your house by your hair" She said and hung up.

I got up and went to my closet and put on a party outfit.A short black shorts with a white belt,A black floral belly skin blouse,A black laced up bootie and accessories.My hair was combed into a ponytail and a black shades at the front.To finished my look was my red lipstick.

Ashley pressed the horn when she arrived and I grabbed my pouch and  walked slowly to the car.

"Even if you walk slow I am not leaving you Kim"Ash pressed the horn again.

The music bounced of the walls as I entered the party.People were already puking and it's not even 9:00pm yet.Girls danced on boys on the dance floor,some couples were making out, people played spin the bottle and  others took shots.

Ashley pulled me to the dance floor and soon enough strangers got behind us and danced in the same motion as us.After my tenth shot,I loosened up and danced all over the boy behind me.My body was in no control and my legs got weak.

"You tired" the masculine voice said behind me.

I turned around and saw a very masculine figure and the perfect face.Omg.My heart pounded in my chest and I fell to the ground.

He scooped me up in his arms.

"Want to lay down?"

I nodded and thought he would put me on the couch but I thought wrong.He carried me up the stairs,through the hall and into a bedroom.He put me on the king size bed and he laid beside me  and put his hands on my thigh and rubbed it.

"You know your beautiful" He whispered in my ear.

I said nothing because I couldn't. No one ever complimented me before.He got closer and hold my face between his hands and in a nanosecond his soft lips were on mine.It felt like heaven.I moaned involuntarily and he explored my mouth with his tongue.His hands went to my butt and he squeezed it then to my belt and in a split second my shorts were on the floor.He positioned himself between my legs. Our lips were not separated until he inserted his index finger in me.I screamed feeling the separation.

"Hmm hun.You feel tight around my finger"he whispered softly in my ear.

He then inserted another finger. It was painful but not really in the bad way.

"Open up for me!"He demanded

I moaned even louder his voice was husky and demanding.His voice turned me on even more.

"Spread your leg apart more.I wanna explore more of you"

I did as told and he make his way to my wet pussy leaving traces of kiss down.

He suck on my clit while  his finger  was still inside me.

"Fuck you taste good"

He then lay on his back.

"Ride my face you bitch"

I obeyed and climbed on his face.He grabbed my ass and moved my ass in a circular motion.He sucked and licked my kitty clean.I felt an alien feeling like i was going to fall apart.He stopped and pushed me off him and

"Don't cum yet"

He took his pants off and positioned himself between my legs.He thrusted forcefully into me which caused me to cry in pain.He repeated his action but this time he forced all of his shaft in me.The pain between my legs was too much to bare.he repeated his action and with a few more thrust and cum in me.Liquid escaped my underneath.

"Shit your bleeding"

He hopped of the bed and went through the door and returned with a towel.

"Wipe your self up."He threw the towel on my face

"Why you did not tell me your a f***ing virgin"

I came of the bed all weak and tired and put my short on back.The pain in between my leg gave me a challenge .He pushed me through the door and told me to stand at the top of the staircase.He returned with a bottle and handed it to me and told me to drink it.I thought it was going to help with the pain but I was wrong again.My head felt light  and  dizzy.

"I hope you don't remember anything after this."He said before he pushed me down the stairs.Everything was dark.

I woke up at my front door.I remembered nothing from last night so I began to questioned myself..

Why am I in front of my door?            Why do I smell like liquor?           Why am I in so much pain?

"Kim where were you?"My mom Opened the door and helped me up.

"It hurts when I think mom"

"I am putting you to bed and maybe you will remember when you are okay"

I fell in a dream of darkness.