Is absolutely a good week.

I did a couple of good deeds at school and I'm proud of it. With no thanks or not, at least I know that I at least tried.

But this morning, I felt insecure. I literally thought that today was gonna be a bad day but I jinxed it haha

Then during math class, we were assigned to have a captain/leader in our group, then there was this boy and his friend I think that has been in my group for a while, and he voted me to be the leader

Obviously I didn't become the leader because ya all know me

I voted for my actual friend who is way smarter than me. Luckily, everyone made the right choice and chose her
I'm glad he at least tried to consider me

Maybe it was to show off to my friend
But at least he mentioned me

I don't know

Everything's suddenly going well

As far as I'm concerned, I don't want to jinx it

Also
My "crush" admitted that she has a crush on me

But as much as I've known her for about 4 years (I think), I can either guess she's messing with me

Sometimes I just want to admit everything to her

But she's not a hopeless romantic like I am

She's
Something. Not a bad something.
A good something.

She motivates me somehow

Seriously

"What are earts?"

Me, an intellectual: "Earth but with no h"

Find a girl who just giggles at that

Seriously

My heart is aching

I can't stop smiling

Help me

i missed this