I rush out of the DX in hopes of one thing, finding Dallas. Soda said he's probably at Buck's. I need to go to Buck's, but wait that's a party house. What if I can't take it? No! I have to do it for Dallas. What if he's with another girl though? I don't know if i can handle that and then I might drink or smoke. No, when he sees you everything is gonna be okay.

I slowly knock on Buck's door and the one who answers is not who I expected. It's Sylvia, "hello. Oh it's you. What do you want?"

"I'm here for the party," I lie.

"Okay," she rolls her eyes being the typical bitch she is. "Come on in, I guess."

"Thank you," I smile fakly as I walk inside. "Are you still with Dallas?"

"Nah," she shrugs. "I cheated on him when he is jail and I don't I found a better guy along the way. I dumped him when he got out, but he didn't care. He's with some other slut now, they hooked up the second I dumped him."

"Wow," I gasp. "You guys have had quite the ride."

"I'm done with that loser," she informs me.

"Do you know where he is?" I ask as she grabs two beers.

"Want one?" She asks handing me one.

I shake my head, "no thanks, I'm a recovering alcoholic."

"You're lost," she shrugs as she downs then both.

"Do you know where Dallas is?" I ask her again.

"Took the slut to the park. Why?" She asks.

"I came here for him," I admit.

"Oh sweetie," she says as she grabs another beer. She reminds me of myself and in this moment, I release y friend's still somewhere in there, but she's a party girl now and she lost herself. She doesn't hate me. She's afraid of getting hurt, so she hurts people. "Dallas ain't worth it. He's a mean person and he's touble, but do what you want. Just remember I'm always here for you."

"Okay thanks Sylvia," I smile as I walk out.

"Bye Basil," I hear her slurr before I walk out.

"Bye Sylvia," I sigh as I walk out.

I walk over to the park and what I see shatters my heart. Dallas is making-out with some blonde soc. He's look like he did when I first met him. I walk over to him tears stinging in my eyes as I blink the away, "Da-Dallas?"

He turns around and you can see he's all kinds of messed up, "hey Baaasil."

A single tears escapes my eye, but I wipe it away quickly, "what happened?"

"I smoked a little and drank so at Buck's," he slurrs. "Calm down, I'm fine."

"Who-who's this?" I ask pointing to the blonde girl leaning against Dally's car who is also all kinds of messed.

"Some broad, I'm hooking up with," he shrugs. "I  guess we're kind of dating. Her name is Virgina. Say hi Virginia."

"Hi Virgnia," she repeats making Dallas laugh a little.

"No sweetie, just say hi," he chuckles. "When she's high she ain't too smart."

"Hi," she says looking at the sky and pointing to nothing, "Look at the birds."

"Goodbye Dallas," I walk away ashamed of being in love with him.

"Wait!" He yells. "Where are you going?"

"Anywhere, but here," I say holding back tears.

"Why?" He asks.

"I love you Dallas and here you are all kinds of fucked up with some other lady. I don't know what to do with you and we're not even divorced. I am ashamed to call myself a Winston. You told me you loved me and you lied to me everyday. You slept with Sylvia and you threw everything we had away. We don't have a chance Dallas. Just stop trying and so will I. Goodbye Dallas," I say. I hold in all my tears until I walk away and then I just cry.

"I love you too Basil," I hear him whisper to himself. "I'm sorry."

I sniffle a little, but keep walking with my head down. I love him.