I held tight to my towel as I searched my drawer for something to throw on. Evening hours had come and we haven't eaten much today.

I needed to start something for dinner or call the nearest takeout.

The doorbell rung and Taehyung answered it. Minutes later, he came back with a bag in hand.

He's staying again?

I watched him through my mirror as he placed it next to the closet.

His eyes caught mine and I quickly looked away. However, it did not stop him from coming toward me.

I slightly trembled as he got closer.

His towering presence over me caused me to whimper nervously.

I slowly lifted my gaze to see his head turnt towards me with his eyes closed.

He maneuvered his heavy towel loose as I heard it fall down to his feet.

I released a breath as I saw his hand moved slowly to mine, undoing my knot, allowing it to fall as well.

A hand traveled my body while the other rested on my waist.

His lips slowly moved in my hair as soft but deep sounds flowed from him.

Was he singing? Or humming?

There was a tune that I caught but the song was unfamiliar.

His lips crawled over to my ear. My eyes fluttered as I felt a numbing sensation coursing down my side as his breath caressed my skin. The raspiness of his hum cracked slightly when his voice ascended and his hands moved further for a velvet touch below.

I gasped as my eyes opened briefly to see him grinning against me, His remained closed while he hummed without missing a beat. If I didn't know any better, there was a small tear in the corner of his eye.

Sadness entered.

There were moments during a visit where he fell into a vulnerable state and I start to feel helpless for him.

I don't know the cause and because of his silence I may never know.

This...thing that we're in is more about him than me but I hated seeing him like this.

I turned to him quickly, jolting him from his stance His eyes glistened as they shot opened, gaze impaling mine.

Was this a mistake? What was he thinking? Did I upset him?

Anxiousness creeped in from his stare until I saw a tear fell from him.

On instinct, I reached up to his face but he stopped me and a kiss was planted to my lips instead. His hands went around my waist as he pulled us back into the bed.

His kiss became intense as he gripped me harder.

"T-Taehyung..."

He rolled me onto my back.

"Please..." He breathed. "Please." He repeated, whining onto my lips as he maneuvered his hand between us and eased himself inside me.

"Mmm..." I moaned to the brief adjustment.

His strokes were deep and hungry, aching to hold onto the feeling he was creating.

His grunts echoed against my neck as the heat induced a gradual sweat.

I held him close to me with every movement as I felt his tears flowed down and behind my neck.

My weak heart for him barely held steady beat. Tears began to trickle down my own eyes upon this need...

to feel.

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He fell asleep, curled into the fetal position but his features were in a state of unrest.

I checked the time and realized there was still hours left for me to at least order some sort of takeout.

Throwing on just a long T-shirt, I made my way to the kitchen to find a menu and make a call in.

While waiting, I cleaned the kitchen from breakfast this morning, smiling at the fact there was nothing leftover. My smile was brief as I recalled moments ago.

What was that about?

How can I be there for him if I could never show him how much I worry for him?

Silly as it may sound, I don't want to let him down and I will if I show weakness.

He seems to struggle with enough, I don't want to add to it. So, I willingly participate in this escape from whatever lifestyle keeps him on the go.

The ringing of the doorbell, broke me from my thoughts as I placed the remainder of the dishes in the dishwasher.

I rushed to the door and opened it, receiving the food and making sure to leave a gracious tip for the late night delivery.

He came out of the bedroom as I set the food on the counter. Without a word, he walked over to the cabinets and pulled just one plate down.

I lifted a brow to him as he walked over to me. A hint of smile centered his lips as he gazed at me.

"We can share." His sleepy voice answered my unspoken question before he grabbed one of the boxes of food and headed to the couch.

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