(WARNING!!!!!! This contains bad bullying, talks about blood but doesn't describe, suicidal thoughts, etc. If you don't like this stuff, I suggest you skip this chapter, unless you don't want to. But, this was requested by @Saphire_Angel312. This will be cheesy. I have bad writers block right now... sorry ( T_T)＼(^-^ ) Yoosung's not really in here too. Ugh, my brain needs fixed.)
Laterz! ( T_T)＼(^-^ )
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"(Y/N)? (Y/N)? (Y/N)?!"

"Huh, um, yes?" you say snapping out of your thoughts.

"I was asking of what we should do for our project, since we're doing the same major. But... are you ok? You've been spacing out way more than usual?"

Yoosung was right. You've been spacing out more because the bullying has gotten worse. It was just emotion pain, but now it's physical. You haven't told anybody about it yet. Well, except Yoosung. You told him not to tell anyone about being emotionally bullied, the only thing he doesn't know, is that they are starting to physically hurt you.

"I'm fine. Really, I promise." Yoosung gave you the 'are you sure' look.

"I promise, if something is really wrong, I'll tell you," you said giving him a fake smile so he could believe you.

"Ok, fine... But what should we do about this project? I mean, should we find a test subject, or what."

"First of all, no test subjects, that would be bad. And second, I will go with any ideas of yours... as long as they are reasonable, though," you said as you nudged his shoulder.

Finally classes ended and you had to go back to your dorm. But as you were walking home, you heard someone behind you. You quickly turned around, just in case if it was one of your bullies, to defend yourself. And you were right, a girl with short (h/c) just like yours and purple eyes. She's the one that bullies you the most. She always wanted to hurt you, but you couldn't do it back, you weren't much of a fighter. You didn't like hurting other people. Even if you really want to, you just couldn't, it would be a huge burden for you. So all you did was defend for yourself.

  "Hey, (Y/N). Come here, I wanna show you something," she said in a sweet but evil voice.

  "I-I don't want to," you mumble.

  "Fine, if you won't, then I'll make you."

  All of the sudden, three boys and two girls come out from behind trees and bushes. No wonder you felt like eyes were watching your every move.

  "You're going to ambush me? How pathetic, just for your own satisfaction, you want to hurt me emotionally and physically. You're a coward, you know that? Getting your gang to hurt me, or they hold me down while you hurt me," you said confidently, but scared inside.

  Ever since she met you and started to dislike you, she's been hurting you physically. You didn't mind the others, because they just hurt you emotionally, but she takes it too far. The last time she hurt you was when you were showing up to school way early, and then she pushed you face first into the ground and dragged you the rest of the way by your hair as you were resisting. Well, her boyfriend was doing it.

  "If you want, (Y/N)-san, we can just move on with our lives if you come to me. I won't hurt you, only, unless you disobey," she said giving you a sly evil smirk.

  "No. I don't want to and I don't have to," you said as if you were sick of her BS.

  "Fine, if you wanna make it the hard way, then I will." She looked at her fake friends and told them to go after you, but you ran, and the others are slower than you, so you kept on running, cause if they can't catch you, they can't hurt you.

  "Ugh... why can't anybody leave me alone? I'm sick of it, no matter what I say or what they do to me, they won't stop... well, unless I'm gone from this world," you say as you plop on your bed.

  Maybe I should leave this world, they might start hurting Yoosung if I stay in this world. But other hand, they might do it even if I'm gone. Ugh, I'll just do what I usually do.

You get up and walk to the small kitchen in your dorm room. You grabbed one of the knives and cut yourself deeper than normal. Nobody knows you cut, though. You keep it a secret. After that, you clean yourself up, wrap your wrists, and go to bed.

You woke up an noticed that your room was a wreck. Clothes were everywhere, kitchen supplies, toilet paper, and other things. You were surprised you didn't even wake up from that, but you are a HEAVY sleeper. You quickly got out of bed and changed so you could get out of your room and report this. And the worst part is, is that you locked your room last night. And it was probably the girl and her friends you saw yesterday. Once you were ready, you got out and locked your door, but something was on your door. It looked like it was in red paint, you read out loud, "w***e, die," and said other horrible words. Some people laughed, and others felt pity for you. Then at the top of the door frame, there was a note. You tore it of from the nail, and it said, Hello, I hope you are reading this, because if you're not, something's gonna happen. Meet me at the front of the girls dorm at 9pm. If you don't, I'll start hurting your little friend, Yoosung.

You clenched the paper in your hands holding back the tears. It was the girl, and now she wants to hurt Yoosung, you cared too much for him to get hurt. So all day you tried to avoid Yoosung, you didn't want him involved in this mess. If you went near him, he would know what's wrong and won't stop asking.

You succeeded in avoiding him all day and ran to your horrible dorm room.

It was 8:53, so you went towards where you were supposed to go. You didn't see anyone, so you were getting scared. Two people showed up, but it was her and her boyfriend.

"Wh-what do you want to talk about?"

"Well, if you don't listen to me, I will hurt Yoosung, well, until he leaves and graduates. So... I was wondering, if you could, I don't know, die?" She gave you another evil smirk as you looked in her in horror.

"Answer her, you brute!" yelled her boyfriend grabbing you by the collar of your shirt.

"Put me down!" He did as you said but threw you instead. "If I do, do as you say, then will you never go near, hurt, nor talk to Yoosung?"

She gave you a small surprised look, but then said, "Sure, I guess. But do it in front of everybody, so maybe the roof!" She was blabbing and blabbing to her boyfriend like you were all friends.

"Why are you still here? Leave." And you did, but as you were walking, you thought and thought. What am I doing. I might regret this, but what about Yoosung? I... I can't leave him. I... love him. I don't know what to do. You kept on thinking that night. And went to bed, but put your alarm clock on early, so one, you could write a letter to Yoosung, and then show up on the roof where everybody will witness you, killing yourself.

At least I don't have to feel pain anymore. I've been thinking about doing it anyways, so technically, it's my choice, right. Cause I just have more 'encouragement' to do it. Yeah, I'll think of it that way.

*Beep, beep, beep*

"It's 6am, better get to writing the letter."

Dear Yoosung,
This is (Y/N), and this letter is about to tell you how I feel and how this happened. This will be a suicidal note and love note. I'm sorry to give this to you, but you're the only one besides my family. The cause of this was someone that was bullying me that I will not name. She gave me a choice to either kill myself and she won't get near, hurt or talk to you. The other choice was I don't and she hurts you. So I decided choice one. If you want to see me before I fall, I will be on the roof in front of the building. And don't think this is your fault. I was thinking of doing it anyway, so that also means she didn't make me do it. It just gave more 'encouragement' do it. Now, what I feel towards you... I think it's love. I love you, Yoosung, and I always will.

Love,
(Y/N)

You folded it and went to his dorm room in the boys' dorm. You slid it under his door knocked really hard and left to the roof.
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Yoosung's P.O.V.

Someone knocked on my door really loud, which woke me up. I walked to the door and open the door to see no one there. So I close my door and go back to the bed, but before I could, I stepped on paper. I noticed it was a note, so I opened it.

"I-it's from (Y/N)?" I read and quickly put clothes on and run out worriedly.
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Back to the Normal P.O.V.

  I waited on the roof for a few minutes until people started coming. You got up and looked over the edge.

  This is for Yoosung. And for me no longer feeling pain.

  Looking over the edge, you saw the girl, she had a horrified look on her face. But you tried to look for Yoosung but didn't see him.

  You said one more thing before you wanted to fall.

  "Fuck you, (person you hate)!" And you jumped. People screamed saying, "She jumped!" But you felt someone grab your shirt. You almost fell with that person and looked at them.

  "Y-Yoosung! You have to let me go!"

  He brought you up gently while you were trying to move towards the edge.

  "Stop... you can't... I need you, (Y/N). I read your note, and I can't let you go. I love you."

  You turned to look at his face and cried in his shoulder.

  He kept on saying, "It's gonna be alright."

  "I'm gonna report the person that hurt you to the head master, ok," he said as you caressed your hair.

  "Th-thank you, Yoosung. For saving me... and giving me a reason to live. I love you."

  "I love you too, (Y/N)."
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(Like I said, I have bad writers block. I couldn't think of anything and I wrote something really cheesy. I'm sorry, I'll try to get other things out that better soon. This chapter was also way longer than my others cause I didn't need a part two.)

Laterz! ( T_T)＼(^-^ )