What is this? This is the same room in which my demon torturer held me captive a week back. What's this? Why am I back  here? Was I kidnapped again? Or is this past week just a dream of mine? Or is what I am seeing now is a dream. No, no, no! Let this be a dream! Please let this be a dream! I don't want to be captive. I am on the big bed in this huge sized room with no windows except a single door and completely dark except for the artificial lights and the dark themed bedroom which invokes a chill in me. I think I developed a phobia towards dark rooms since recently while sleeping I can't sleep if there is no light on.

And then suddenly the scene changed in a matter of seconds and I am on the bed with the evil demon torturer standing at the bed and I immediately moved back but not literally since my body stayed in it's position. Okay, so this is one of those dreams. I am glad. You know these dreams are like a movie where you get to see things from inside a person, where you can't control anything except just look as to what is happening.

  "What I mean is princess we will start with that vampire prince who is currently between us. Don't worry! He will be dead by this time tomorrow."  

No, no. This was what he said before he left me saying that he will Blake. This was when even though I was very angry at Blake I couldn't help but feel that my heart was being ripped. This was when I realized that even if Blake refuses me I can't help but love him all my life. This was when I decided to make Blake fall for me using any means. It was when I realized that I loved Blake more than I could admit.

I think, no I know this is a dream, a dream of the past. I know that because from then I could see myself sitting on the floor beside the door and knocking on the door trying for a way to escape, someway to escape. I could feel every emotion I felt then very clearly. The helplessness, the fear and anxiety, the ache in my heart and sadness. Every emotion hit me with full force that I felt suffocated.

I woke up with a gasp sweating all over and I rubbed my eyes to see that I was crying in my dream. I looked over to see that I am in our room sleeping alone. It's night I guess since it's dark out here. Why am I alone? Where's Blake? Don't tell me that it's a dream! What is dream? What is true? I don't get it! Is Blake safe? Till where is dream and what is real?

I was saved from that demon torturer right? I was saved and we patched up. Blake is with me right? No, he is here. Tough I tried to convince everything is alright I could see myself on the edge of panicking! I need to see Blake. I have to see him to get a sense of reality. I pulled off the blankets on me and ran to the door with sole intention of finding my idiotic prince.

I opened the door with a bang and saw Blake there. He looked worried.

"What happened?" He asked holding my face with both hands. "I could feel you panicking so I came running."

"Where were you?" I asked barely above a whisper.

"I am over-seeing the wedding preparations downstairs." He answered.

I allowed myself to think clearly so let us see what happened. I was saved from that demon found myself a demon plus fairy whose growth pattern was weird, was left in human world to be safe from that demon and at that time bam I grew up old, Blake told his stupid reason for avoiding me I got pissed and punished him and he again misunderstood and again patched up with me proposing the marriage. Dad and brother refused and I left him to deal with my family and I escaped from there and we all girls met and tried to decide what to do for marriage. They were discussing animatedly and that's it?

 I was really tired and was drained from all the drama and I can definitely feel my eyes paining. When I cry my eyes pain and because I banned Blake from our room that week I couldn't sleep good. Looks like I could be in peace only when I have Blake with me so my nights were restless and so along with punishing Blake I was punishing myself. Adding all that up I guess I fell asleep on them. Hope they didn't feel bad for falling asleep in the middle of a conversation and not just any conversation but my own wedding arrangements conversation. Can things be any more awkward than that.Guess either my brother or Blake put me in bed to sleep. So I guess I was sleeping from afternoon.

"What happened?" Blake asked me very worried. His worried face reminded me of the nightmare or rather what happened in the past.

"Nothing!" I said turning around not wanting him to see the tears. I have been crying enough already. I don't want him to see more and that too for a stupid reason and think of me as a stupid weak mate.

"Wha...What do you mean by nothing? I felt you panicking.'

"Didn't I say it's nothing?" I said already on the verge of crying. Come on! Please leave. 

"Come on tell me what happened." He said hugging me from the back.

"Please go." I said cracking and crumbling in his arms. He has that power over me to melt me in just a second but I think it is normal since we all tend to look for comfort and when we find warmth we tend to break down.

"Turn around." I shook my head no so he turned me himself and held my face to look me in the eyes so I closed my eyes letting tears fall crying silently. I think I became weak recently. He hugged me tightly rubbing his head on  my back trying to sooth me.

"You know that I can't see when you cry right?" He asked me.

"Bloody hell! You are the reason why I am crying. Why did you leave me alone like that?"

"Sorry, I can't wait to be married to you so I am just looking over the prepara......." I cut him before he could complete what he saying because I know and understand what he is doing but now I am not interested in his reasoning. I just wanted to throw a tantrum.

"You left me alone. You left me all alone. Do you know what's the worst my kidnapper did to me?" 

He just turned silent and payed attention to me listening to my every word as I knew he would.

"He told me he will kill you. He told me he will bloody kill you. I spent the entire night crying for you. I worried like hell, felt as if... as if my heart would just rip apart. I was very sad and then what did you do? You just disappeared like it was nothing! What didn't you think of me? Why? Do you even have an idea of how worried  I was? I was worried sick. I was almost on the verge of dying. Why? Why did you leave me? Why? You always misunderstand and leave me. The first time because I said I should have tried better without accepting staying here. " I said hitting his chest continuously. 

"Did you ever ask me what I felt or asked me why I did that? Gabbs was always unhealthy. She was always in the hospital and despite that she was always an energy ball. Did you know that almost half of the year she was sick? Just an year back she got a little normal, her health got improved and she was okay. And then I suddenly hear her pregnant and unhealthy not just one life but two loves in danger. And you know what? I never fought for her. When you kidnapped us I just accepted and stayed quietly without fighting like a sane person and you know why because of this stupid mate bond. 

You say I never noticed you the one week in college but do you really know that is not true? I always noticed you. I knew you that you always sat beside me.I always knew where you were all the time in the school. If I didn't know your face or your name then it doesn't mean I don't know you. I avoided looking at you or knowing about you because I was scared, I was scared of the unknown feelings about you. And when the chance came in the form of you kidnapping me though I was shocked I was calm because of the mate bond and may be because the demon side of me was slowly awakening I felt very safe and calm.

 I gave myself an excuse saying it was because there was no other way and that I am doing it because of Gabbs and gave us a chance. I hated myself and felt myself responsible for that but did I ever say I regretted meeting you? Was I rude to you or ignored you who was kind of responsible for this. No, I didn't. But you came this ridiculous theory and distanced me. Even after you said you love me you came out of nowhere formed your own theories and again disappeared. What do you even think of me? Why do you keep disappearing? I really want to chain you to this room so that you will never get to escape. Why do you never think of how I feel and just assume my feelings."He hugged and let me cry while he was continued saying sorry. I was sad, so sad. 

"I am sorry. I am so sorry for making you feel like that but I promise I will always be with you. I won't leave you even if you ask me to. From now I will always be with you that you will get just tired of my presence and you would beg me to leave at least for a minute but I wouldn't leave you. I will always be with you." He said taking my face in his hands and looked at me lovingly. Me getting tired of him would never happen. I will always want him no matter what.

 I looked at him with a sense of longing which he mirrored. He bent down and kissed me gently, very gently as if I would crumble any second. There was a gentleness and sweetness in this kiss, of course all his kisses are sweet but this one was very sweet. A kiss to seal the promise that he made now. A kiss to say that he would never leave me.

"So now let us put our princess to sleep." It's been a long time since he called me that and I think I missed him call me that. I nodded silently even though I wanted to kiss him again. Sue me for thinking so but what can you do when you got one hell of a sexy mate, it's like his lips are just inviting me to kiss him. I can't wait till I am married to attack him whenever I want! Oh! Oh! Oh! Wait a second there! Can I just ask you what you are thinking? Attacking? Why do I think that there is a side suppressed in me? I am dead, so dead. After marriage he will realize what a pervert he married, I just hope he won't get grossed by me then.

"You'll sleep with me?" I asked biting my lips nervously. I don't want to be away from him.  In fact it's been a long time since I slept in his arms and I just need that so much now.

"Do you even know what you are asking for you?"

"Yes, I do. I am asking you to sleep with me." I do get his double meaning but I ma not going to give in. As soon as those words left my lips I was pulled into him. I just raised an eyebrow at him calmly even though I was melting inside. I have to keep myself in check to ensure that I don't attack him.

"If you put it that way it will be hard to resist princess."

"Why so, that is what I exactly want. I want to you to sleep on the same bed with me hugging me." I said clearly in case he got any crazy ideas, for which he is famous for.

"Anything for you princess. Just let me get changed." He said and I nodded but apparently his 'getting ready' consisted of a strip show. Yes ladies and gentleman he just started taking off my clothes since in case you forgot he had this crazy habit of sleeping with boxers on. His perfect body is awesome. He is perfectly lean but a little on the bulky side with great muscles. Those abs of his, I don't remember thinking of abs any other time. I think I have to be happy that he is at least keeping on his boxers. That's a good thing right but why do I suddenly think that is a bad idea. I looked specifically at his boxers as if I could remove it with my eyes. May be..

"Like what you see?" I snapped up from my thoughts with his voice. He raised his eyebrow up with a smirk. That is quiet sexy. No, no, no he caught me ogling him up and my thoughts too were too much. I am pretty sure I am not normally this perverted. I looked away from him and went on the bed and soon the bed on my other side dipped down indicating that he was on bed and before he could do anything I rolled towards him and hugged him. He hugged him in returned and rolled together making me end up on top of him. I snuggled close in his arms and kissed his chest unable to resist the urge.

"Why did you say it's nothing instead of telling me."

Oh! He is not going to leave it, is he?

"I don't want you to see me cry."

"And why is that so?"

"I don't want you think I am weak which I am now."

"Why do you think so? I think you are very strong. In fact I felt happy that you are crying."

"What? You are happy that I am crying?" I said propping myself up on his chest.

"I mean I am happy that you are crying for me. It shows me how much you love."

"That's a crazy way to put it." He just laughed and crushed me into my his arms again. "Love you princess." He said kissing my forehead lovely. I think I can cross it off in my bucketlist, a lovely forehead kiss with an 'I love you'.

"Love you too my stupid prince." I said with a goofy smile and his heartbeat slowly lulled me to sleep.

***************************************************************************************Uhm...so the chapter. It's just like a filler chapter I guess. In fact I planned this chapter with another scene in it but the chapter reached the usual length and if I added the next scene I think it would reach two length two chapters length so I am ending it here. Umm...are there too many blue paragraphs? If so tell me!

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