Call me selfish but I didn't care.

I didn't want Jimin to go away from me again. Just when everything was going fine between us, he had to go away.

No I refuse to let him go

But part of me knew that he would still go away despite all my caprices.

Nothing could stop him from his dreams and we all knew that.

His flight was supposed to depart on the 6th of december but he had the option to depart at a later time (around January)

Knowing him, I knew he'd choose the 6th of December right away and oh boii wasn't I right?

From the day he received his letter to the day he was to depart, we spent literally every possible minute together.

I was happy for him but at the same time, I was sad and was scared.

Sad that he would leave me and scared, as typically as it sounds, he would leave me for someone else.

I mean, yeah I was the ambivert girl who was pampered by her siblings, living the good life with the good grades but still, I was still put of Jimin's league.

While I loved collecting brand shoes, he loved collecting lost coins.

While I would prefer to eat in expensive restaurants, he preferred street food.

While I lived in a villa, he lived in a modest house.

We had our differences which would eventually crumble us down one day.

But we prevented to go there yet.

This was something we learnt to fight against.

I knew he would anything to support his family financially with anything.

Actually, Jimin was raised by his mother all his life.

His dad died when the latter was around 10 years old and since then, his mother tried to support him and his 2 other sisters with all their needs.

But gradually at a specific moment, she became tired and old and someone needed to take care of them.

I did try to talk to Jimin about helping him but he refused, saying that he wanted to alone earn the money.

I was impressed to say the least

Today was the 24th of November, 1 year and 9 months since we are officially entitled as a couple, excluding our little temporary break up.

Jimin, being the extra, insisted om taking me to his hide out, where he would come often to play during his childhood with his siblings.

Was I nervous? Heck yeah

I mean he was taking me to a special place where his heart hid.

It was by 10am that we areived there and oh my god, I was spellbound.